To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/03/13 07:40
Subject: Re: [K-list] Digest Number 918
From: Shellelr
On 2002/03/13 07:40, Shellelr posted thus to the K-list:
In a message dated 3/12/2002 8:17:14 PM Eastern Standard Time,
K-list writes:
> would hope, if anything, that I have not made this sound like a magic fix.
No, no, Sue, that's not where I'm coming from. I know I'm in some sort of
process and I welcome it, most of the time.
> I also had alot of issues that I
> had to look at and either change or get them out of my life. I had to re
> find the JOY in life. And that was hard, as I had never known joy to this
> extent before. I had also just started doing some meditation work
These definitely sound similar to my experiences over the past year. Lots of
old fears have bubbled up for me to deal with. I have been trying to
meditate regularly and have returned to yoga, although it took a while to get
my courage up about it. I think yoga classes I took years ago started my
awakening, though I did not know it at the time. I would go pretty deeply
into a bliss state during the class and then have strange breathing problems
afterward, like I wasn't able to breathe deeply enough.
>
> Just the fact that you seem to be so sensitive to outside energies lets me
> know that you are truly dealing with some pre-entry "K" energy. And yes, I
> do believe that this wonderful energy will help you heal your body. But
> even though it is powerful, you also have to decide that you want to make
> changes in your life.
I know what you mean. I think some changes I made last year that were in
some ways perilous, but I HAD to make, encouraged the spiritual experiences
to start up somehow.
> In my case, I had to decide that I wanted to live.
> That life was worth living and I was not going to let CFS or anyone person
> stop me from feeling joy in my life. I can't say whether this will answer
> any question that you may of had, or that you can even relate to my
> experience.
Yes, I think I do, Sue, thank you for sharing it.
> As far as the neck problem.......this too will pass. I would be interested
> to know if you are into the "lightworker" frame of mind, as the neck and
> back problems seem to be very evident in that transition, also.
I would like to know more about this. I'm not sure what a "lightworker"
is/does, but I have heard the term before. For what it's worth here, the
funny thing is that throughout my life I have been drawn to metaphors and
images of illumination. A couple of recent examples: before all this started
I had been working on a historical novel about a woman lighthouse keeper. On
my bedroom wall I had the John Singer Sargent painting "Carnation, Lily,
Lily, Rose," in which two little Victorian girls are lighting paper lanterns
in a garden. I have written a screenplay in which a woman is drawn to a
light coming out of the dark woods behind her house. I don't know if there's
some connection here at all, but it's kind of interesting. If anyone can
tell me more about what lightworkers do, I'd like to know.
>
> am starting to think that all these things, "K" , lightworking and
> CConsiousness are inter-realated if not the same. And the body has to make
> many adjustments to be able to carry the increased energy that it will be
> carrying.
>
My husband suggested that maybe my spirit is becoming somehow cleaner and
stronger and my old toxic body is struggling to be a suitable container for
it.
> Sea salt and baking soda baths, along with your favorite aromatheraphy oil
> are God-sends when the aches and toxic feelings get to be too much.
Already doing this!
Another
>
> thing that was suggested to me is to take showers that start out with cool
> water, changing it to as warm as you can take it and then finishing up with
> as cool of water as you can stand again. That really helped me through
> some
> bad times.
I will try this.
And knowing that I was not alone was a big help........that took
>
> years for me to realize.
Oh yes, this has been a big help for me. I just wish I had "in person"
people to connect with about this!
>
> If you have anymore questions that you think I might have some insights on,
> please ask. I can tell you where I have been, what I have been through and
> possibly where this all might lead. Love & Light, Sue
Bless you, Sue. Thank you.
Shelle
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