To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/03/12 13:33
Subject: Re: [K-list] Digest Number 913
From: Silverstar
On 2002/03/12 13:33, Silverstar posted thus to the K-list:
Shelle,
I would hope, if anything, that I have not made this sound like a magic fix.
As it was not! I have been working towards healing myself for quite a few
years. I have been going to a foot reflexologist for about 2 years and
massage therapy before that. Also did my run of depression meds, when I was
not sure why or what was happening to me. I also had alot of issues that I
had to look at and either change or get them out of my life. I had to re
find the JOY in life. And that was hard, as I had never known joy to this
extent before. I had also just started doing some meditation work through
Yogini Melinda Peterson. I was listening to her CD's everynight.
I also experienced a double whammy! And this may be cause for discussion,
as some think the phenomenas are one in the same; my Christ Consiousness
Awakening also blossomed about the same time as my "K" energy did!
Just the fact that you seem to be so sensitive to outside energies lets me
know that you are truly dealing with some pre-entry "K" energy. And yes, I
do believe that this wonderful energy will help you heal your body. But
even though it is powerful, you also have to decide that you want to make
changes in your life. In my case, I had to decide that I wanted to live.
That life was worth living and I was not going to let CFS or anyone person
stop me from feeling joy in my life. I can't say whether this will answer
any question that you may of had, or that you can even relate to my
experience.
As far as the neck problem.......this too will pass. I would be interested
to know if you are into the "lightworker" frame of mind, as the neck and
back problems seem to be very evident in that transition, also. Infact, I
am starting to think that all these things, "K" , lightworking and
CConsiousness are inter-realated if not the same. And the body has to make
many adjustments to be able to carry the increased energy that it will be
carrying.
Sea salt and baking soda baths, along with your favorite aromatheraphy oil
are God-sends when the aches and toxic feelings get to be too much. Another
thing that was suggested to me is to take showers that start out with cool
water, changing it to as warm as you can take it and then finishing up with
as cool of water as you can stand again. That really helped me through some
bad times. And knowing that I was not alone was a big help........that took
years for me to realize.
If you have anymore questions that you think I might have some insights on,
please ask. I can tell you where I have been, what I have been through and
possibly where this all might lead. Love & Light, Sue
----- Original Message -----
From: <K-list >
To: <K-list >
Sent: Tuesday, March 12, 2002 9:55 AM
Subject: Re: [K-list] Digest Number 913
>
In a message dated 3/8/2002 6:44:28 PM Eastern Standard Time,
> K-list writes:
> > I had CFS for about 20 years . . . just for the record, when my K
finally
> > came in full force CFS has gone away completely. Could be the norm or
not
> > ,
> > but that is my story! And I am happy about it! WAHOOOOOO! BIG K!
> > LOVE, Sue
>
> Sue, I would be interested to hear more about your K/CFS experiences, if
> you're willing to share... At what point during the CFS did you know K
was
> causing it? What were some of your symptoms? What happened when your K
came
> in full force?
>
> I have just over the past year recognized that this is what's been
happening
> to me. The big initial tear-me-down started with subtle heat attacks and
> neck pain and stiffness during mid-summer '99, then really kicked in and
> knocked me down with full-blown mystery illness the August weekend of that
> solar eclipse or cross or whatever big heavenly event happened (and I've
> always wondered if there was a connection...). I remember lying in bed
> during that time, dizzy, ill, and panicky, and feeling energy rushing
through
> me that would stop at all my old scars and injuries and seem to be DOING
> something to them!
>
> My spiritual and paranormal experiences only started a year or so ago. I
> know my K is not fully awakened and lately it seems to be mostly
hibernating
> in terms of my feeling energy, but my allergy and fatigue problems
continue.
> And my neck is killing me! Does any of this sound familiar to you?
>
> I know I do not control this process much and I have been wondering if
maybe
> K is going to resurge somewhere down the road, or come on fully as it did
> with you...
>
> Would love to hear whatever you feel like telling...
>
> warmly,
> Shelle
>
>
>
>
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