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Recieved: 2002/03/10 23:57
Subject: [K-list] Re: Was this just a Kundalini experience?
From: godchild_777
On 2002/03/10 23:57, godchild_777 posted thus to the K-list:
WEll, hello Mr. Satax,
Sure sounds like kundalini to me ... whatever "kundalini" is.
--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., "satax_the_unknight" <vkotsirkofATnospamh...>
wrote:
> When that happened I got an erection, felt an energy buildup that
> feels like an orgasm, and rise upward.
> Then as soon as this energy began rising, I started getting a
> whirling feeling, like as if I'm spinning on my own axis. ...In the
meantime since this happened I experienced some more things
> like a tantric orgasm and researched more on all that...
Here's my description of my first two big K events--note the
similarities with yours:
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
As I lay there, I began to feel something. It started at the base of
my spine--it was a hot, but not painful, sensation that seemed to
slowly move about halfway up my spine. I also felt it engulf my
torso. It was undulating, pulsating, kind of like waves, or like a
flame. Or like someone had turned a radiator on in my lower torso. I
also had some other, very unusual and very pleasurable sensations in
a certain place, accompanied by what felt like a rush of blood into
my pelvic area. I had not even remotely been thinking of carnal
pleasures at the time.
This whole thing lasted from five to ten minutes, and I just lay
there, basking in the euphoria ... wondering what would happen next,
and how high the fire was going to rise. It seemed to stop about
halfway up my spine. I shifted a couple of times, just to make sure
the sensation wasn't being caused my me putting the wrong kind of
pressure on my back, or pinching a nerve or something. But the
sensations continued.
The best way to describe the whole incident was "orgasmic."
It happened again in the spring of last year...Again, I was sleeping
on my back. I had a semi-lucid dream about flying--not uncommon for
me, except this time I didn't seem to be afraid of heights or feel
the gravity as usual. I flew up into the night sky, out into space--
and there was a hole in the "top" of space, where light shone
through. I headed for the hole. Once inside I noticed a sun-like
light, very brilliant, but not blinding. Like a moth, I flew straight
for it. The light, if I remember correctly, was sort of misty and
vaporous, opaque, as if it were hiding something. It seemed that I
had only gotten to the outer layers, and I wanted to know what was
further inside.
Just then, I woke up--with exquisite sensations, not only in the
pelvis and lower back like before, but shooting, gushing, throughout
my body. The only way to describe it is *full body orgasm*.
I saw lights flashing (rhythmically, perhaps 3 or 4 times per
second), and in my ears was a loud, rushing, churning sound. I got
the sense that the sound came from **something circular, going back
and forth,** like a washing machine agitator--churn, churn, churn,
churn. In fact, it seemed to be circular, and something made me think
of yin and yang, those two opposing forces, going back and forth,
back and forth. It seemed to fill my whole head.
I remember thinking something like: "WHOA ... have I hit the jackpot
this time or what!") But it was also a bit unsettling. I said a
prayer to God: "If this is from You, let it continue; but if not, I
want nothing to do with it."
Gradually, the sensations and sound subsided and the energy was
reduced to the more familiar simmering, undulating heat in my lower
back, which continued for five or ten minutes.
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Since then, I have had many more dramatic episodes. Lately it mostly
seems to be happening in my throat and head. In fact, I'm feeling
weird sensations at the top of my skull as I write this.
Some of these sensations have been like the "tantric orgasms" you
describe, keeping me up half the night! They feel really good, but at
the price of sleep deprivation--not good when you have to get up and
go to work. =8-o But the cool thing about this particular
manifestation is it makes celibacy a lot more bearable. ;-)
Whatever it is, this stuff is quite interesting. I remain skeptical
of the common explanations, though, and I'm still trying to figure
out a plausible explanation and, most of all, a purpose for it. Still
haven't noticed any startling new psychic powers ... but then, I
can't say I've been looking for any, nor that I am in need of any.
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