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Recieved: 2002/02/25 22:44
Subject: [K-list] Soul Connections
From: antoinetteford

Dear Friends,

My K experience began in January after making a soul connection with
an old friend.

I felt the connection in November, but was not certain about it until
I actually met the man in December at an event. A few days later, I
allowed a good friend of mine to contact him telepathically, and he
was receptive to this, so we used this third party to connect with
each other intimately.

I believe that this gentleman and I were connecting with each other
in November. However, I sense that this man, identified this energy
with that of an old girlfriend. So, he re=kindeled that relationship
during that month, and finally married this woman in January.

I must also mention that he still does not know who I am. He only
knows my energy, and has not connected me with that energy. So when
he met me in December, there was a strong attraction, but one that he
was not willing to open himself up to.

I did not find out that he was married until mid-January. Prior to
this, and even afterwards, he and I continued to make astral contact,
and this experience triggered my K sensations.

The problem that I am having has to do with the fact that this
experience has triggered many powerful ecstatic sensations that
sometimes continue all day and night. I am experiencing a lot of
guilt because I feel that my experiences are interfering with his
marriage.

He is having a difficult time now with his new marriage, and feels
that he rushed into it too quickly.

I have tried to just love him without the attachment, but I am still
having trouble getting to this point.

I have tried many things to clear it, and after an intense clearing
one evening, I was told to go into an old CD wherehouse near my
home...when I walked to the second isle, I unknowingly looked down
only to find his music in the first row. His music is not known to
the masses, and the stuff that is known can usually only be readily
found on his website, so I am not sure where spirit is leading me.

I feel like I am being pulled in all kinds of directions, and I am
uncertain as to what to do now.

-Antoinette

http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/spirit/kindex.htm

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