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Recieved: 2002/02/24 18:17
Subject: [K-list] spirit of god and the chameleon
From: trickpat55
On 2002/02/24 18:17, trickpat55 posted thus to the K-list:
hi everyone. I must say this has been an interesting week for me, in
regard to my journey. First and foremost i am very happy to have meet
people that have something in common with me.
So now to continue my discussion on what we might be able to call a
more rational and normal level.
What exactly happened that night long ago, was nothing more than a
massive realease of energy from my body, in this case in the form of
sexual energy. No more or No less.
Its has taken a life time to come to a position where i am able to
sum it up in a few words and a lot of courage to voice my opinion,
but i chose a long time ago to allow WHATEVER it was to continue to
manifest and no matter what else this is, its part of the
manifestation.
One thing that is certain when man has the presence of numbers, ie
two men, two hundred men, two million men, his fundamental character
changes and this is our biggest down fall.
i am interested in what is happening to me from the inside out and
where it is leading me knowing that my spiritual nature is nomadic
and that my flesh and blood comes from good german irish pioneer
stock, being land grant settlers in this part of the world in the
very early part of the eighteen hundreds.
My journey has now led me to a discussion group that will allow
me to continue my voyage of discovery.
Even though i have never practised, i believe that with the correct
diet, physical exercise, the correct spiritual and mental attitude, i
can increase the fundamental energies within my body to an inordinary
high level.
What i can do with those energies and wether or not i am now
interested in anything else than my own personal satisifaction,
remains to be seen.
I am very interested in discussion about the spirit of the chameleon
I do know that there are a few people out there that know of this
spirit and at most, there seems to be an unwillingness to talk about
it.
Everytime i have tried to enter a state of deep relaxation i have my
feet crossed and unable to progress because of this, also i felt a
strong fear of not being able to return from where i had entered, if
i went there again.
and i am still not sure that i am ready.
Hillary and Percyval and Mystress Anglique thank you for your
assistance.
If you dont mind,there will soon be questions for you to answer.
I am travelling again now and i will only
show up on the computer at periodic moments.
Regards for now Patrick.
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