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Recieved: 2002/02/21 18:31
Subject: [K-list] Step Change in meditative state
From: Jayant

On 2002/02/21 18:31, Jayant posted thus to the K-list:

Thank you all for your advice and comments regarding the meditating while
sleeping. I followed the advice yesterday and had an unusual experience.

My evening meditation was disturbed by some circumstances in a work
situation. I had difficulty giving up the idea that I am still 'in charge'
of my life. After a lot of struggle I finally gave up and shared with my
wife who gave me some good coaching.

I then went back to bed and instead of sleeping and waiting for the
'serotonin' hour, started meditating straight away. Within minutes, I was
beginning to get to deeper access levels with the body asleep. There were
some mild raptures from the lower 4 chakras. Then I felt as if someone was
using a sharp pencil and drawing patterns on my scalp around where I
imagine the crown chakra is. I am fairly wary of focusing on the crown
chakra following Gopi Krishna's misadventures so I stayed with Heart
Focussed meditation for a while. After a few minutes, the old familiar
'quake' like tremors that I had first felt when I had my K-awakening around
the Muladhara chakra were now felt around the navel and then the heart
chakra areas!

This was followed by the tremors moving up to the throat (at which point I
was getting alarmed, however following Mystress' advice I kept going with
the flow). Finally the tremors reached the crown chakra and I started to
seriously panic. But I kept praying to Mother Shakti and I had some relief
from the panic. I then heard the sinuses at the top of my skull pop and
clear themselves. The tremors then ceased and I felt as if a very soft and
lightly glowing 'cable' moves up and gently slid into a 'socket' in the
crown chakra area. With this 'click' I went into the deepest level of
meditation I have ever experienced, the panic gave way to an easy
'expanded' awareness beyond the body and I was able to stay in the witness
awareness for almost a couple of hours.

In the end I got a couple of hours of normal sleep and woke up to feel
refreshed, calm and relaxed.

Can anyone shed any light on what is going on?

Love,

Jayant
Freedom & Peace


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