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Recieved: 2002/02/20 18:10
Subject: Re: [K-list] Re: love and emotions.....
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2002/02/20 18:10, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
>In a message dated 2/19/02 1:53:12 PM, pelletier1381ATnospamshaw.ca writes:
><< After I had my telepathic communication and was predigesting it , the
>thought came that maybe she is a reptilian alien and I'm one of them and I
>don't know it ---yet" this was not an altered state that all this happened
>in and it scared the hell out of me.
I spent some time as a reptilian alien. Did some wierd stuff... <shrug>
What you focus on, will grow. I'd rather be nothing. More peace, less drama.
>At 02:43 PM 19/02/02, OnlyCyclesATnospamaol.com wrote:
>hehehe, at one point in time....Well have you folks ever seen the movie
>Jacob's Latter?....I believed that I was already dead.. but I just haven't
>realized it yet....this put a very bad spin on my kundilini for a wile...Even
>when I knew it wasn't true, everything felt like it was telling me it is.
Yeah, I'm a dead woman too. Death is the doorway to the light, so I
stepped through it. No separation. Bliss.
I fall off it now and then, get attached to some universe of silliness.
Like a fun house of mirrors, once you get into it, you have to go through
to the end, to get out again... tho sometimes a friend who has been there
can point to the door. Then you stand at the exit thinking, "that was a
big silly drama, waste of time... why did I go there?"
>My awareness has changed so much since this has happened to me, I might as
>well be in some sort of a "Heaven", the more I think about what might really
>be going on, the more I see the possibilities for something even less
>explanableI see beliefs like stones though, I'd rather just go with the
>moment, and drop everything else that's trying to tie my mind to this
>physical existence. (Or trying to make me THINK that my mind is tied to the
>physical until it becomes tied to the physical). Yeah, I might have gone a
>little bit more than insane...oh well.
Actually, what you are saying makes perfect sense to me, and is
basically pretty sound Buddhist practice.
At the beginning of the path, the visions and synchronicities make a
useful navigation system. They draw you to this teacher, or that book..
practice in exchanging old belief systems for new.
Later, as your power increases, anything you believe in will come true
in your life. The synchronicities become self referential, the universe
responding to reflect your thoughts and beliefs. Pulling you into a self
created universe of your own reflections, and often once you go in, you can
get stuck there till you find some resolution.
It can be a merkaba ride to a universe you would rather not be living
in. Like "Sliders". One where reptilian aliens engineered human dna, etc...
maybe it is true, or maybe it is not true. Who cares???
In the long term, it has less importance in my day to day life than the
price of tea in china. Orion Queens can go whistle, I have a garden to design.
For manifestation to be truly infinite, everything that can exist, must
exist some where, some when... in some twilight zone of an accidentally
created universe. The question is, what universe do you want to live in?
Follow your bliss, and go there.
We never left Eden... it always was a place that shaped itself to
reflect our thoughts. We just changed our thoughts, and turned it into
something harder to recognise.
Blessings..
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