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Recieved: 2002/02/20 13:54
Subject: Re: [K-list] Kundalini: Destination or Scenery?
From: Prasanna Mookerjie

Greetings OnlyCycles and Others :)

> I can't honestly say Kundalini has a form for
> myself. It feels like constant
> change through many stages, sometimes I'm laughing,
> sometimes I'm burning.

The only consistent, unchangeable rule Universal Law
that I've discovered so far is that "Everything
Changes". Maybe it is the Universe trying to make you
aware of that Law :-) in its own playful way.

> Mostly though, I feel more and more like my "self"
> is gone, like I am
> constantly emptying out so I can get closer and
> closer to a feeling that is
> whole.

Isn't that the purpose behind the Illusion (Maya) of
seperatedness between the Personal and Universal Ego?!

It is also said that in the begining of creation, the
Universe split itself up into multiple identities just
for the fun of it! Maybe your urge to laugh is related
to that.....precisely because it is a helluva lot of
fun!
>
> I was wondering the other day...has anyone else
> experianced changes in what
> makes them laugh? These crazy jokes run though my
> mind sometimes, they are
> lonly jokes though because no one else is
> laughing...Then when I laugh, my
> whole world laughs as well, even those who are
> frowning are really just
> kidding their inner selves...at least until I start
> crying again...

I have gotten that urge myself numerous times so I
guess you got a kindred soul here :-) Kundalini
symptoms include what closely resembles "Psychosis"
and other forms of "Madness". On a related note,
certain Mad people in India (and probably other
cultures as well) are considered Holy and are taken
care (food, shelter, etc.) by society, which I feel is
a great substitute the antiseptic and impersonal
mental institutions that we have nowadays.

All Good Things :)
Prasanna
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