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Recieved: 2002/02/20 08:54
Subject: Re: [K-list] >>>>
From: Mia
On 2002/02/20 08:54, Mia posted thus to the K-list:
<<> Your right
> I'm sorry I started this
> it is not us and them -- we are all just fragments of the whole
> I have become just like them
> lack of tolerance and.......
I am a recovering new age basher! The list is bashing it out of me.
There's all sorts here - it's already taught me great lessons in tolerance
and
acceptance in just six months. Not to mention a sackload of humility.
Kate>
Hi guys....:-)
in my experience judgmental statements are part of the ego setup of people.
The mind is working like that. As far as i understand, the mind is always judging, because it's always comparing the things it knows to what it hears or sees or reads. While you are reading this you are already judging in your mind: " is this true?" " do i agree?"......
so do you....???? <gg>
I was brought up between psychotherapists and physicians..... analyses is the main tool.....
since i was little i couldn't tell a dream or make a drawing without one of my parents or somebody else who happened to be around starting" judging" what i just did, telling me what i felt, what my problem is, what the parts of my dream or what my drawing meant.
Still a child i started reading all the books my father had on psychology and psychotherapy, because i wanted to understand the things myself.
As a teenager i started doing astrology, palm reading, Tarot and handwriting analysis and i too started " judging" and analyzing people.
Logically i became an astrologer, therapist and counselor and for the next 20 years or so, judging became one of my main occupations.......
and as you all know: most people LOVE it. They come to you and want to be judged. "tell me about myself" ......
some years later i started spiritual healing.....distant healing mainly........
again there is a healer and a healee and as the healer you think you know what the healee needs.......
in my case i worked more or less in trance and was guided by angels, so it was not my own decision what to do......
but i still felt, i can do something........
some years ago something strange happened: whenever i wanted to focus on a certain person in my healing meditation, this person became ALL people with this disease,then this person became mankind and all of a sudden i was outside in the universe, holding the globe in my hands, sending healing to the Earth.
It seemed irrelevant to focus on one person, because one person is part of ONE.
I started " being" healing energy instead of " sending" healing energy.
I felt, there is nobody who can " send" energy and nobody who " needs" it.
I also felt more and more, i have nothing to say to other people's problems.
I have no advice, no lesson, no " truth", no mission...........
When i put myself into the position of a counselor or healer now, i start laughing:
Telling somebody what to do or what NOT to do???? MEEE????
Seems like a joke now.......
Perhaps it would -will- be possible from a totally different position at one point, , but right now it seems ridiculous.
But to come back to the point where i started: nobody bashed being judgmental out of me.......
but it seems to leave by itself........
to me it's part of letting the identifications go......
as soon as you are not that much attached to your mindsets any longer, the judgments leave.....dissolve.........seem ridiculous.......or just a game.......
my point is: at least in my case there was nothing i had to fight against......
just surrendering and letting go.......very gently......did the trick
love
mia
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