To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/02/18 15:31
Subject: Re: [K-list] love and emotions.....
From: Bryan

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From: "mediaone" <wilshayesATnospammediaone.net>
To: "kundalinigroup" <K-list >
Sent: Monday, February 18, 2002 1:54 PM
Subject: Re: [K-list] love and emotions.....

> Hi List,
>
> I remember when I was having a lot of OBEs and wierd stuff happening in
> college, and I felt like if I couldn't tell people about it then they
> didn't really know the real me. This would often freak out people who had
> not had those experiences. I have come to think now that perhaps part of
my
> insistance on sharing those happenings was my attempts to feel special. I
> wanted others to see me as different, more advanced...
 good point or maybe just trying to explain the differances?
>
> I still have wierd phenomena, but now I see that stuff as just a sideshow.
> The point is not to allow it to be used as a way of separating myself from
> my brothers/sisters/myself. I liked what Mia said about focusing on the
> Divine core within each person. I have done this in situations with
people
> who are in entirely different "places" than I (for example, a woman in a
> psychiatric ward who had killed her mother with an ax) and I found that by
> refusing to pay any attention to our differences but instead focusing on
her
> Divinity and mentally saying, "The Divine in me loves and acknowleges the
> Divine in you." I found that I felt Love and connection with this woman
as
> a result. Although I had not looked for any particular "outward" outcome,
> whenever I focused on this woman in this way, she would stop talking in
> confusing circles and start talking coherently to me (according to my
linear
> way of thinking...).
I've done this a couple of times and it takes a lot of strength
>
> Just a thought. I do think that perhaps separating the population into
> Normies and People-Who-Understand can be a bit limiting and at least in my
> case represented an internal split--an intolerance within myself of the
less
> "evolved" aspects of me.
yes, i'm intolerant of the less developed parts of me , and unfortunatley
less tolerant of the undeveloped parts of others that are developed in
me.particularily when they don't appear to care or even be trying.

thanks for the input
just learning
>
> Another person trying to figure it out,
> Elizabeth

>

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