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Recieved: 2002/02/18 14:54
Subject: Re: [K-list] love and emotions.....
From: mediaone

Hi List,

I remember when I was having a lot of OBEs and wierd stuff happening in
college, and I felt like if I couldn't tell people about it then they
didn't really know the real me. This would often freak out people who had
not had those experiences. I have come to think now that perhaps part of my
insistance on sharing those happenings was my attempts to feel special. I
wanted others to see me as different, more advanced...

I still have wierd phenomena, but now I see that stuff as just a sideshow.
The point is not to allow it to be used as a way of separating myself from
my brothers/sisters/myself. I liked what Mia said about focusing on the
Divine core within each person. I have done this in situations with people
who are in entirely different "places" than I (for example, a woman in a
psychiatric ward who had killed her mother with an ax) and I found that by
refusing to pay any attention to our differences but instead focusing on her
Divinity and mentally saying, "The Divine in me loves and acknowleges the
Divine in you." I found that I felt Love and connection with this woman as
a result. Although I had not looked for any particular "outward" outcome,
whenever I focused on this woman in this way, she would stop talking in
confusing circles and start talking coherently to me (according to my linear
way of thinking...).

Just a thought. I do think that perhaps separating the population into
Normies and People-Who-Understand can be a bit limiting and at least in my
case represented an internal split--an intolerance within myself of the less
"evolved" aspects of me.

Another person trying to figure it out,
Elizabeth

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