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Recieved: 2002/02/18 11:00
Subject: Re: [K-list] A little bit about me
From: Bryan
On 2002/02/18 11:00, Bryan posted thus to the K-list:
Hi
when my k -awoke my metabolism changed.
I had been on tranquilizers for some time.during the initial shock period
(first couple of weeks) my body started rejecting all chemicals and I
developed hives from the same pills. it was weird cause I hadn't taken any
for a few days but I was in such physical and emotional despair that I
decided to take 1/4 the usual dose. within 5 min I was watching hives appear
before my eyes.this freaked me and I stopped taking any meds after that
except for pot. I have been chemically free for 3 yr..(including going on an
organic diet.) this took awhile to get things stabilized, but was well worth
it. only organic and herbal/vitamin therapies now. rejection of the
chemicals became so strong - my organs shut down.
find a good naturopath and herbalist if you are looking to treat the source
not just put a chemical Band-Aid on it.
my view is that chemicals in the body cause chemical chain reactions that
manifest as other symptoms seemingly totally unrelated to the original
problem when in fact the are a by-product of the treatment.so this gets
treated with another chemical band-aid and the cycle continues.
I have become my own doctor( I know this body best as I have lived in it )
who consults with medical specialists for their opinion. I am no longer a
medical guinea pig. besides what pill do you take for KUNDALINI
AWAKENING????? and do you now a Dr. that is familiar with this.
peace
just learning
----- Original Message -----
From: "Mandra Azária" <mandra.azariaATnospamchello.se>
To: "Kundalini-listan" <K-list >
Sent: Saturday, February 16, 2002 6:36 PM
Subject: [K-list] A little bit about me
> Hi!
>
> I wrote a long answer to Holly yesterday, and told her a lot about my
problems. It didn't reached the list because I didn't know how to reply.
Then I erased the mail. Silly me. So now I make a new try. So you all can
see where I came from and where I stay today. And why I'm not totally agree
that the K-energy is worth all the trouble.
>
> And maybe there is someone among you, that could be of help for me in
handle my problems.I will try to respond to your mails after this one.
>
> I've got my awakening of smoking pot, 21 years ago. It was a big ordeal
but, as your replies says, you can go trough it and overcome them and come
out stronger on the other side. That is, if the problems are of spiritual or
emotionel nature. And mine was that for the first years. Panic-attacks,
hallucinations and stuff like that. I've learned to handle that rather
quickly.
>
> Then two year efter my firt outburst, I started to meditate, TM. I thought
it would make me feel better. Boy, was I wrong. After 6 mounth of that I
slowly started to develop other symptoms, more of a bodily art. And them I
have found much more difficulties to deal with.
>
> After several year, about 10, after the first outburst I was in so bad
shape that I was almost dead, and had to stop working. This was in 1990 and
I still not work afer 12 year.
>
> I will tell you briefly about my bodily problems.
>
> I have lots of cramps in my legs during nighttime, wich prevent me from
sleeping. I haven't slept normal for over 20 year. The last 12-13 years I
haven't slept at all during nights without sleepingpills. For the last
couple of years I haven't eating them so much, wich means that I must sleep
during daytime. (You can all imagen what that does to my social life.)
>
> I have problems with walking. Round -90 it was so bad that I couldn't walk
25 meter sometimes. That is better now, but I still has problems and I can't
run (or ride a horse or dance wich I love to do).
>
> I had fever for four years, the whole time, during 90-94. That is much
better now. But it's hard during summertime, when it's to hot.
>
> I have big problems with my menses. Taking medication for that and I'm
better now.
>
> Have really high bloodpressure, still have, 220/160. Taking medication for
that too, of course.
>
> During 89-93 my metabolism was so high that I nearly strarved to death.
The body didn't kept a bit. I had to drug it down in order to force it to
take up some food. This problems is much better now.
>
> There are many other things that seems to run on high-speed. And there is
nothing I can do to "turn it off".
>
> Is here someone who knows how?
>
> So, okey, you can deal with your emotionel problems you can get from K and
the spiritual. None of them will kill you - but the bodily can. So - no -
it's not worth it! ;-)
>
> B&B Mandra
>
> There are no short cuts to any place worth going.
>
>
>
>
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