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Recieved: 2002/02/18 09:50
Subject: Re: [K-list] Goal
From: Mia
On 2002/02/18 09:50, Mia posted thus to the K-list: Mia,
I was told, that i in a way misinterpret my mystic goal.
Could say more about your mystic goal?
Do we all have the same goal?
Or...do we all have individual goals and universal goals?
Thanks,
Pat
Hi Pat.....:-)
thanks for asking!
For me personally becoming ONE was the only thing i always was longing for. Being ONE with the Divine again.....
this is what means " home" to me.
Because of my longing of being ONE i tried to be one with everything that was around........
if i wasn't able to become one with a person, i felt, i did something wrong.........
in practice this urge for being one forced me to fit myself into the lives of the people i wanted to be one with.
They were not able to become one with me where i was, so i had to try to become one with them were they were........
i always was the " perfect" lover, the perfect partner, the perfect companion, because i made myself fit perfectly......
but what i actually did was becoming one with the ego of these people, not with their divine core.
Would i have been able to become one with their divine core, it wouldn't have been necessary to adjust myself that much.
I think the idea would be to become one from my divine core to your divine core.....
not to manipulate my ego until it looks like it is one with your ego .....
do you see what i mean?
this is what i tried to explain.
I pulled this mystical longing of becoming one into the ego structures..........
this is what i think was a " misunderstanding" in a way..........
I don't think we have all the same goals......
Perhaps our final goal could be the same.........getting back " Home", becoming " one" with the Divine again......
but i'm not even sure about that......
perhaps there are souls with different tasks and different goals altogether.
And yes, i'm quite sure we all have individual goals and universal goals
love
mia
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