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Recieved: 2002/02/15 23:36
Subject: Re: [K-list] Fwd: "Indigo Kids"
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2002/02/15 23:36, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 10:27 AM 07/02/02, isis robins-shaw wrote:
>There was been some questions as of late about Indigo kids. Since this is
>a paradaigm I associate with I'll share my experience in the hopes it will
>be helpful...
>
>I have always resisted labels because I have found that they are
>exclusive. The term "Indigo" is no exception. All of a sudden people start
>asking "OH gosh, am I an Indigo?"
Yes, I came to the same conclusion after processing my own
identification with the label some years ago. It is a club of specialness.
A story of meaning, with a nice hero game tied in.
Strip away all the lightworker stuff, test them all for ADD and you
have a crop of natural born witches. Looking at it another way, it is
simply children who do not grow an ego like most folks do... could say it
is womb trauma. I have remembered my own birth and I did not want to come
out into the chaotic world! Born a week late and backwards, and with breech
births and most caesarians, the sacrum is not activated properly.
I have found the feelings of alienation mostly went away after my
sacrum chakra activated when I was initiated as a High Priestess. I have
heard voices telling me to go get my DNA tested to prove I am not fully
human, but I am in a human body living on the Earth, here and now.
>What the term "Indigo" has provided me with is a buzz word that attracts
>like minded people. Being young and hyper aware can be a very isolating
>experience. One minute your 15 and hanging out with the 50 year olds and
>the next minute you've outgrown them and are wondering who you can relate
>to. (Granteed age and awareness have very little to do with each other.
>But growing up in NJ they seemed to!) The term "Indigo" gives me hope that
>there are others who share my experience.
Yes, exactly... finding a sense of Tribe, same as musical orientations
like "Goth" or "Raver".
>For me being an Indigo child means several things. It means that I was
>born into the world already pretty much "awake". Usually when people
>incarnate they forget most of their previous lives and perhaps even their
>purpose. I was born with these in tact. From an early age I knew why I was
>here and was guided by spirit beings and a sense of higher purpose. I was
>often told by guides that I needed to "prepare."
Yeah, at age 15? After a year long series of lucid dreams about a
sasquatch outside my bedroom window, so clear I could see it in my mind's
eye in the daytime although it was invisible and left no tracks.
I did not tell anyone of course because they would think I was crazy. I
made friends with it, and it led me one night to a cave and handed me over
to grey aliens who told me I was some kind of queen and needed to be taken
away for many years to be trained and prepare myself for my role. I told
them they had the wrong grrl and tried to escape... they shot me with some
kind of ray and I was paralysed... and woke up in my bed later. Glad to
dismiss it as a dream. Had a lot of odd dreams, all my life.
After that, my ESP kicked into high gear and I could do almost
everything I read about in how to books, except psychokinesis.
>Unlike my peers and the adults around me, I went through evolutionary
>doorways at high speeds. I never skipped the human experiences that lead
>to awakening consciousness, I just went through them faster and with a
>great deal more awareness then others.
>My experience of myself and other Indigos, is that we have a very strong
>bullshit detector and a desire to evolve. Often these two go together. It
>can be frightening to be 15 and realize that you know more then the adults
>around you.
It is much more frightening if you realize it at age 2.
>It can also feel lonely to constantly bump into others projections and
>limitations. You know who you are and the society around you won't let you
>be that. There are so many imposed limitations and situatins where you
>feel you have to "prove" who you are.
Yes, but unlike other kids, you have a different sense of time passing,
and three years is not so long to wait for independence, eh? I dreamt my
future as an adult many times, when I was a child... it changes you. Most
kids do not think ahead to next week, unless it is a birthday or end of the
school year... let alone knowing who you will be when you grow up. I knew
childhood is fleeting compared to a lifespan, and I just had to keep my
mouth shut till I came of age.
>The fun thing about being me is that I never lose track that these are
>experiences chosen for me by my higher self and even when I am behaving
>angrily or feeling sad, there is always a part of me that is very amused.
>It frames things as an experience instead of connoting value to them as
>being good or bad. It just is. Yee-hah.
Beautiful... the younger Indigos seem to be able to stay a lot clearer
than I did. I think it is partly how the Earth vibration has risen in the
last 30 years... plus the "New Age" making people a lot more openminded
about such things. The Indigos my age had a much tougher time of it...
paving the way, the mythology says... <shrug> Storytelling...
Blessings!
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