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Recieved: 2002/02/08 17:53
Subject: [K-list] Thanks & poll
From: Arif Sani

Dear Nick, Hillary & Ejaye, thanks for your concern on what happened.
Don't mean to be a whiner though. Just thought that sharing a 'classroom lesson' wouldn't hurt.
I do learn more as time goes, makes me think that disaster, like other events are just a major lesson in high school.
You learn more in the storm than outside of it. Got daily storms now and there, you set your own level of 'emotional experience' as you're standing right in the middle of it.
I don't think that problem such as losing your wallet, or having an incurable disease can be more stormy than earthquake or such. They're all indifferent. It's really us that makes it a 'big' or 'small' matter, mind plays a role as the barometer. The mind plays a big part, respectively, and so does the heart. How much you learn from the lesson depends which one of them you prefer to use.
It's just a personal op. i'd like to relate to you. Thanks for the boundless energy sent...
 
love,
arif
  
Hillary, though a bit late:

Do you consider yourself unusually healthy for your age?
- Yes, but then dunno if it's the K or just my age. I'm 26 btw.

Have you been diagnosed with any illness(es)?
- When I was a around 12, I got chronic headaches, did EEG scan (or something like that, with bright lights & plugs), that doctor determined that I was slightly 'mental'.
My most vivid recollection is that the smile on the doctor's face telling me it's ok without any prescriptioned medication whatsoever, stating that this haunting daily pain is just a normal incurable case which needs not be afraid of! (not to mention an old chinese remedy for headache that a family friend gave that involves eating pig's brain. i live in south east asia. . .go figure . . .) But it just dissapears without a trace about a year later. Started meditating around 14 y.old, buddhism has a great influence, started a vegetarian way of life. But those are ill days, dunno if mal-nutrition is the word, but a lot of feverish days, and heat. Sweaty hot feverish sleep, drifting in and out of dreams. Had a lot of those, with lucid dreams with intense colored tunnel. But nothing extraordinary. It all just passed.

Was this before or after K awakening (if applicable)?
- Don't know exactly, big possibility it's before.

Do you meditate?
- Yes, just re-started after a big hole period. And reiki initiated, which I think helps a lot.
 
Thanks everyone! I would love it if we could get a large response to make the poll more meaningful. :))
- Thanks for the lovely poll, H. :)

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