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Recieved: 2002/02/02 15:04
Subject: [K-list] My Story
From: why
On 2002/02/02 15:04, why posted thus to the K-list:
Three years ago, I received a psychic reading that informed me that I
was psychic. I could automatic write and also heal people by touch. I
was practicing these abilities for a couple months. One night though,
I felt this foreign entity entering my scalp of my head. It felt like
a snake slithering back and forth, pushing down walls (for lack of a
better word) where I use to have headaches from. I told it to leave
but it shook my head no. The next morning, I felt a lot of draining
from the top of my head. It looked like mucus but tasted like blood.
This happened every night. It would even nudge me to turn over on my
back so it could go to work. They also moved my teeth so this
drainage could have a bigger passage way. I thought it was my own
spirit guides. I was automatic writing to them and they revealed that
it was a spiritual initiation.
Well, weeks have gone by and I would still have this surgery going on
every night. I started to collect some bad physical symptoms. I
couldn't sleep well at all, even with a sleeping pill. I would wake
up with plenty of trembling, especially on my right side. Later on,
I would have nightmares every 15 minutes or so. During the day, I
would shake a lot, especially around my head. My body would tremble,
especially around my hands. There was a lot of eye twitching,
blinking excessively and even some cross-eyed action. I felt this
energy sensation going up and down my body, controlling different
parts of my body. I had uncontrollably movements of my hands, feet,
legs, arms and fingers. I was even off balanced by just standing
still. I had uncontrollable facial expressions. I would even talk
in the third person. It was like my personality was starting to
split.
Thoughts kept racing my mind, good and bad. Bad usually. Lot's of
different emotion type thoughts mostly. My imagination was
uncontrollable too. I would see superimposed images on top of my own
images. I had tightness around my throat and chest area. I had
problems breathing because I felt this pressure on my chest.
I saw a Shaman and he started to do some spiritual work on me. He
extracted many snakes and even performed a partial soul retrieval. He
saw a witch in the under world that was causing me havoc. He also saw
negative lightening bolts stuck to me. He fixed these two but my
symptoms were not going away.
Now, it got to the point where my personality was starting to split.
I checked myself into the psyche-ward and have been getting better
ever since. The only problem from this type of treatment is that the
medication sedates me, and brings me other side effects such as
dizziness, headaches, and light-headedness. The Shaman informed me
that I needed to do some psychotherapy (which I was doing) plus have
a full soul retrieval. He said that I needed to deal with my
childhood issues. Evidently, I don't remember much
about my childhood.
I'll stop here.... Any thoughts?
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