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To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/02/02 08:34
Subject: Re: [K-list] Digest Number 875
From: Soitpp

On 2002/02/02 08:34, Soitpp posted thus to the K-list:

In a message dated 2/2/02 4:32:10 AM Mountain Standard Time,
K-list writes:

> I did not know that I did not want or
> need validation, till I had received validation and I observed that I did
> not know what to do with it.
>
> I had forgotten how much mail my pompous essays generate.

are you still confused?

> It is nice that people enjoyed it, but their enjoyment of it seemed
> quite separate from my own purpose in writing it, which was my pleasure in
> the creative act of writing.

alas the fettered artist

> Once it was gone,
> I was done with it and moved on... so, who were they writing to? The
> author, the person I was in the creative act, no longer exists.

I guess they'll have to find something better to do with their time ;)

> Since much of my artistic expression before this has been about getting
>reactions, needing the reactions to validate the art, it occurs to me that
>perhaps what I am experiencing is a new kind of artistic purity... Art that
>is totally self referential and needs no response. Perhaps that is simply a
>new kind of narcissistic vanity... but if I am All, then there is only
>narcissism.

you said yourself you enjoy(ed) what you write/wrote

(queue air liquide: black: track 5

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