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Recieved: 2002/01/22 19:26
Subject: [K-list] . .healing sending, healing sent. . ;0)
From: panthur212

*laughs, softly*

  What a great bunch of posts this all has been. . :0) I know I
usualy sit on the sidelines et al, but something about this whole
thread concerning healing and reaching out to help people and all
those wonderful, strange myriad feelings behind it all- -it really
touched me....

I think that this is because it allowed me to see a part of myself
that I havn't seen in a while. . .;0)

I just- its odd, really. . . Because I can't quite figure how to
word it correctly- - But I "used to be" right there. I still take a
swim every once in a while, intentional or no- - but by "right there"-
 - I'm talking about that place where, Just- - my sole goal- -my
Want, my desire- -my Need.... was to reach out and Heal people.

I felt it, deeply... a calling and a trust and a Way.

   :0) So naturally, I homeworked my little heart out and pondered
and pondered and practiced and pondered and practiced some more- -
*laughs* What was it, to be a Healer?? What could I find on the
ancient ways of healing- -what of the modern?? How about
energetic/etheric techniques- -

I wanted to HELP people. Set them at ease. . .be there for people.
I felt myself working around the idea of being this person of gentle
power, who through experience and love had learned his way- -and who
could really- - -make a difference.

touch people.

I found SO much. . .*laughs* so so SO much- - and not surprisingly
(now)- - one of the FIRST places I arrived in my search was at a site
devoted to (you guessed yet?) Vampires.

:0) huh. What a way to stick my foot in the door.

So I joined an online healer's circle- - What an amazing bunch of
people THAT was... ;0)

Anybody here know of Jessica MacBeth?? *laughs* what a kick, she
is. ;0) Such a lovely lady.

And even as I asked, I sought and searched and wondered how I could
develop what I Knew was there within me- -this capacity to heal- -

this list would give me snippets of encouragement and advice that all
(now that I can look back on it with clearer vision) lead to "it
will come as it should. :0) Don't worry. There's no rush. It'l be
GREAT. Enjoy the ride and stop trying to plot it out". . .

hehehe.

Okay- -so I was- -*considers*. . .14.

It didn't make lots of sense. ;0)

*laughs* So now, well, I'm looking at all of this exuberance and
high-energy and charm and seeking- - and I"m just laughing with all
the joy of it. :0)

Keith, I'm SO not picking on you- - but you remind me so very much of
Myself on the Healers' list.

So much energy. . .*laughs* Its so wonderful to say.

And hey, most of the good advice has been given here, already. .;0)
and much wonderful discussion et al. . .Its been grand. So there's
nothing for me to SAY, really- - I'm just- - remembering. ;0)

Of other note; my Healing technique has evolved from

"I send you healing in the hopes that you feel better/I attempt to
make you well again"- -to something more along the lines of- -

I
You
Release.
Soar.
Let Go.
I Am You Are You Am I.

*laughs* Its a whole letting go thing, now, as opposed to
a 'barrage them with love and *good* energy and promote their
welfare'.

Most of any healing that I give or get or send or whatever today is
Totaly spontanious.

My body, my- - heart- - Knows exactly what the other person needs.

(not always what they want)- -

But it knows. .and it sends. And I say Thankyou afterwards.

Thanks Goddess- -:0) But more often than Goddess - its'
beloved. .*laughs*

and words cannot express the gratitude i feel.

Its beautiful. :0)

I am So In Love.

 Where are you? ;0)

-plink/smile-
Jason~

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