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Recieved: 2002/01/16 21:02
Subject: [K-list] I need some support
My name is Charles, I live in London but at the moment I'm travelling through Thailand for a few weeks.

I have always been fascinated by mediums, psychics, astrology, etc even from being a very young child and always felt like I didnt know what I was doing here and that I was more in touch with my spirit than my physical side.

I always looked at people and wondered how they could do the things they do to each other and themselves and known what people are thinking most of the time which was quite disconcerting as a child. I just felt different. I've done many different jobs and never felt like I belonged until last year I studied Thai Massage and found a real affinity to working with people to heal them and the energy system of the human.

I'm 29 and for the past 10 years have had quite acute lower back pain. I had tried everything and never found a cure. About 8 weeks ago I was recommended to see a practitioner of Cranio Sacrel Therpay and Kineisiology (he is also a powerful healer). He worked on me for an hour.... a very profound hour. He opened up all of my Chakras and many "lost" childhood memories came flooding back along with a lot of tears and screaming. My body started shaking dramatically almost like a fit but it felt very natural and safe and my higher self felt grateful for the experience.

At the end of the session I got off the bed and my back felt completely healed, as good as new!

For the next week I started having strange experiences. My body would continue to shake and tremor quite often although it felt very comforting as if my soul were breathing. My sense of energy was even more heightened than usual... I could see peoples energy vibrating and their auras. I even had a message come through for someone from their father who had crossed over... it was very powerful for her.

Since then I have been travelling in Thailand and experienced no further pain in my back to speak of although the last few days it has come back in full force and I even missed my flight home because I couldnt sit down for 12 hours, I was in too much pain. I dont understand what is going on and I feel a bit lonely and unclear. Although I found a web resource about Kundalini thwe other day and it seems to describe my symptoms exactly. WHat is this all about? WHere can I find out more?

Can you offer some advice about where to go from here. I have a few questions:

1. Is there a way of me conntrolling my back pain in the short term?
2. Can anyone ercommend anyone for me to go and see in London?
3. Why is this happening to me?

With love

Charles
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