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Recieved: 2002/01/15 16:59
Subject: Re: [K-list] fire-infection......
From: emilybATnospamsympatico.ca
On 2002/01/15 16:59, emilybATnospamsympatico.ca posted thus to the K-list:
Talk about synchronicity!!
I was just wondering about the very same subject of fire-infection and I
turn on the computer and find your post!
Though mine is not about someone falling madly in love with me! <sigh> LOL
I 'feel' I'm 'contagious' to a certain extent. Two weekends ago, a friend
came to visit me from another city. He arrived Friday night and I took him
for supper and then he went to bed very early, whereas I was flying high on
Kundalini.
The next day, he just wanted to watch TV, took two naps and went to bed at
9 PM. He didn't say very much all day. The next morning, he left to go back
home at 5h30 AM. He was acting so strange. Now he tells me he is having a
spiritual crisis and has made an appointment to see a spiritual counselor. I
can't help but think my K energy had something to do with this.
Also, I work with this teacher, Caroline. I 'felt' I was sparking her last
week, and I thought it must be my imagination. Then she missed school last
Thursday and Friday because she felt dizzy for no reason. Today she told me
that she's been having extremely vivid dreams lately and last night, she saw
a bright white light in front of her and she found she could move it around.
Nothing like this has ever happened to her and she told me she felt like
trying to meditate.
And I 'felt' she was having energy go 'up' today, the way K energy goes up.
I don't feel like I'm sparking my students however. Perhaps I can sense when
I'm sparking someone.
It may all be coincidences but I 'feel' like I'm responsible for what
happened to these two people and I am slowly learning to trust my new
intuitions no matter how weird they seem to me.
I wrote to a friend whom I hadn't communicated with since my K awakening. He
wrote back: "Welcome to the club". :) It was nice to hear. He also wrote:
> Worship the divine Goddess
> Kundalini; dont worry about the way she spreads, you have nothing to do with
> it. The only precaution is not to do yogic pratices with people that did not
> receive the spark.
I do take yoga classes on Wednesday nights. I would hate to have to cancel
them. I had told my yoga teacher that I was K awakened but she didn't seem
to know very much about K. She never warned me about not taking yoga
classes.
What do you think I should do? Should I warn the others tomorrow night about
the possibility of fire-infection? Or do you think that the Goddess ignites
whom she wants to ignite and when she wants to ignite them? That if there is
no one in my class on her 'list' at the moment, they should be safe from me?
What a strange question to be pondering and asking! LOL
Welcome to the club indeed!!
I'm sorry Mia that I don't have any advice for you. But I agree with
Hillary: he's having the time of his life. He will never forget this
experience. Though I understand that you feel responsible. Good luck dealing
with him and your own emotions.
With love
Emily
> From: "Mia" <meeradjiATnospamsprint.ca>
> Date: Tue, 15 Jan 2002 07:33:27 -0500
> To: "kundalinigroup" <K-list >
> Subject: [K-list] fire-infection......
>
> Hi everybody,
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> i tend to " infect" others with K-energy......in mild versions......or not
> so mild.........
> i was wondering how you go about these cases......
> Right now a poet from Germany fell in love with me and he has no spiritual
> knowlegde whatsoever.....
> he is not open to whatever explanations.....Kundalini is a joke to him.....
> for him it's ME doing all that to him.
> His blood pressure is up to 120 to 200.....his doctor is very concerned,
> Beta blockers are not doing a thing.......
> he says, he feels electrified and under fire. He says, his heart is
> exploding......
> i feel like a "channel" and not very much personally involved......
> in a way i feel a sense of responsibility......
> but since he is not open to explanations at all.......
> what else can i do?
> I pointed him to the Divine several times ( i don't care what kind of
> Divine, what school, what hero, but PLEASE, NOT MEE!!!!)
> but he insists, it's my love and this is all he is interested in......
> i'm sure many of you know these cases of Kundalini infection.......
> how to you handle it?
> ....perhaps i should add: i DO like ...or even love this man, but on a very
> unpersonal level......
> love
> mia
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