To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/01/09 17:52
Subject: Re: [K-list] Digest Number 849
From: Soitpp
On 2002/01/09 17:52, Soitpp posted thus to the K-list:
In a message dated 1/9/02 11:38:31 AM Mountain Standard Time,
K-list writes:
> > This person also says that it can be dangerous for a fully awakened K
> person> to make love with some non-K person as some are "energy vampires"
and
> will> make the K person severely depressed afterwards. Is this true?
it can be depressing to revert into the old patterns once you know there's a
better life there waiting for you, one that you've been negleting, one that
is free from fear, and forgetfulness, sometimes I forget my love, and so i
want to replace it with pleasure,.. at least what i think will give me
pleasure, oops.. so far enjoyed are the fruits taken in purpose, grace,
discretion, love and understanding,.. so far the ego of mine is very very
lonely, i don't expect this sojourn to end soon, i have so far, so far what i
call is far is so close to me, but is so far to change my habits yet and be
free from fear of what others will think
> > Someone has told me that once a person has fully awakened Kundalini, they
> > cannot masturbate anymore.
if FI don't masturbate, sexual expression, in line with goddess, it's like
turning on my body like a vampire, instead of my focus on love it becomes on
getting pleasure from the physical, not to be confuse you to think that
physical pleasure is wrong or bad but not to be fooled into seeing only the
part instead of the whole,.. maybe that's what they meant by that
> Faith is what happens when belief is destroyed. Knowing/Love is what
happens
> when faith is surrendered.
> Much love,
> Michael
awww that is so sweet, i know you guys hate this fluffy stuff, guess you're
gunna have to live with me. I think it's sweet because to me it rings very
true and it reminds me of the times that I shed tears when my dark moments
turn to light when I surrender, hehe ::rolls eyes:: I'm still figuring out
exactly how to be me,.. period.. no holds barred.. I'm getting there, slowly,
kundalini hurts
life really is beautiful it really is so beautiful,
I don't share it with anyone, I haven't become such a master that I can dance
on it my style,.. dogs..
> I feel belief
> is an intellectual thing (does anyone agree?),
they're just words and we all define them for ourselves don't we? I've always
thought of belief as the true true core core of what we believe and for many
often are completely unaware of, THAT is what I call belief, what you REALLY
believe, because you *know* it,
alot of people hold your definition Michael, that belief is what we say we
believe and most often theorize about
> It IS possible though that people drain your energy, but not everybody who
> is not k-awake does so.
what happened to permission? self awareness?
> and projects all of his needs onto you - this
> will drain your energy.
sure, if you accept it, right? I go ahead and point my finger at my uncle
Rob plenty of times, guess how I felt when I finally accepted him, boy that
was the best feeling of peace I've had yet, one of the best, I felt truly at
peace in accepting Rob, if you want to know about this guy channel his energy
through my email, he's a great guy I love him, and I wouldn't do without his
helping me to realize my own quirks, I wouldn't! Goddess puts before us what
is needed, nothing more nothing less
I suppose we do all have our very own personal Goddess tho we be in a way all
be speaking of the same uniting energy of unconditional love, knowledge and
wisdom
> My partner is not K-awake yet. He used to drain my energy so I had to break
> off the relationship.
I had to break it off with my girly lately too, and she's my twin flame, but
it had to be, and I only blame myself for the path I'd taken into a co
dependant relationship, I know we'll always be eachothers true love, but it
may be years before she reaches maturity where it will be appropriate for us
to be in that kind of partnership,.. needless to say, I am no master myself
maybe I should stop pretending.. :) :( :) :( :) ?
Much Love,
Aaron
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