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Recieved: 2002/01/06 05:24
Subject: Re: [K-list] Insanity and Spirit
From: lillianferracone
On 2002/01/06 05:24, lillianferracone posted thus to the K-list:
I too, saw the movie and I also read the book," A Beautiful Mind".
Unfortunately, most of our western psychologists do not know how to treat
these' regressed states'. There is a definite need for 3rd Force psychology
to come into 'play 'and displace Behaviorism as the sole arbiter of
knowledge,as espressed by Abraham Maslow and many other humanistic
psychologists. L.F Original Message -----
From: "lionessbleu1" <divine_goddessATnospamhotmail.com>
To: <K-list >
Sent: Sunday, January 06, 2002 2:20 AM
Subject: [K-list] Insanity and Spirit
> I think a lot about Insanity and awakening.
>
> I saw a remarkable movie this afternoon..."A Beautiful Mind".
> It is the true story of Dr. John Nash, a professor at Princeton
> University, a Nobel Prize winner for an original idea he developed in
> the 1940s which is still influencing science and research today. I
> know this was a dramatic retelling of his life but I was still moved
> within by it.
>
> I am always intrigued when complex relations between people and life
> can be described by mathematics. Although I am quite dyselxic with
> numbers I find there is something about numbers that is elegant and
> divine.
>
> I tend to experience all things in the context of spirit since the
> older I get in my kundalini development the less I see/feel the
> perceived separation between spirit and matter. I could see so much
> in this story of insanity the nature of spirit awakening. If only Dr.
> Nash had been in a culture where fantasies and hallucinations are
> recognized as symptoms of awakening rather than schizophrenia how
> might his life have been different? Was Dr. Nash, in his genuis for
> numbers and his affliction of "being able to see patterns where there
> are none" going through a kundalini psychosis with a dark night of
> the soul?
>
> About 6 or 7 years ago I was reading the Kryon books. Kryon said that
> humans are the only beings who see patterns where there are none.
> Maybe humans are expressing there very own fractal nature in their
> drive to see order in chaos.
>
> Einstein has said, "god is in the details". When we see the details,
> the fractal shadowed trails of infinity, does our minds begin to
> explode? As a little girl, sitting on the church pew, listening to
> the pastor speak of eternity I tried to imagine what eternity was.
> When I did I would get dizzy and it would feel like a door swung
> open, like a bridge over a moat and my brains began sliding out on to
> the floor. I would have to hold my head between my hands to stop from
> falling down. I use to feel that way when I would place two mirrors
> opposite each other when I was 7. I would hold a hand mirror in front
> of a wall mirror and try to peer down the endless corridors that
> appeared in both directions. I could feel that door open and my
> brains drop splat on the floor.
>
> Now I get that brains dripping on the floor feeling during a rush of
> k energy up through my crown because the boundaries of my skull
> disappear. I don't fall down ... just ride the wave.
>
> An interesting thing this afternoon in the movie theater. I bet the
> median age of the movie goers was at least 50. The only child was my
> 12 year old niece. So many silvered heads of hair and many waves of
> emotions flowing in that room. A man in at least his 70s was crying
> loudly. My step mother..in her 60s...was sobbing great sighs. Tears
> were flowing everywhere.
>
> I wonder, can we teach people to cherish their dark night, their
> insanity? My dark night comes in spurts and cycles. It has nothing to
> do with feeling separate from god but reuniting myself with my Self.
> The period I went through when I healed my perceived separation from
> the divine feels like a picnic in the park compared to the reunion
> with my Self which reveals itself in layers to me. I have the
> intellectual acknowledgement of this but making it experiential and
> the details in my life is now the primary demanding road I travel now.
>
> Be well,
> Susan
>
>
>
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