To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/01/05 16:42
Subject: Re: [K-list] the kundalini process and the spaces between
From: L. J. Klinsky
On 2002/01/05 16:42, L. J. Klinsky posted thus to the K-list: Hiya Emily :), thanks for writing.
"In your email to Magadalene, you reposted something you had written when you
joined the K-list.
> 7. I often feel like "something" is trying to communicate with me.
Oh, jeez, THANK YOU for reposting that! At least I'm not the only one who
has ever felt that. I was too embarrassed to write about this. I often feel
like something is trying to get to my attention; it makes me feel like I
should be meditating all day to try to get the message."
I'm glad something I said did something positive for you :). You are totally *normal*. Isn't that GREAT to know?
"I also feel sometimes when I'm meditating, that I'm 'downloading'
information into my brain. I feel this 'tube' going to the center of the
Universe and something more than just energy is coming through that link."
I get that all the time. I do believe we are indeed downloading the secrets of the universe. Cool, huh?
"I feel really stupid writing this. I feel that I must have a much too active
imagination, but I really don't normally."
NEVER feel stupid for being open. It takes much courage and strength. Talk about deserving respect... OY!
"Ok, while I'm exposing my delusions here, I'll mention another one;"
Delusions? No, no, no... When we deny the magic, it goes away.
"I feel
more than 7 chakras. The most powerful one I feel/see is above my head,
about 18 inches above my crown chakra, gold colored, smaller and denser than
the other chakras. It feels wonderful when I connect with this chakra and
every inch of my body feels different.
Does anyone else feel this other chakra or energy ball or whatever it is?
Can anyone tell me why I get this great, high energy, tingly sensation in my
body when I 'touch' this 'chakra'? I could write a lot more about what I
experience from this golden ball of energy."
The seven chakras are the main ones. There are certainly more, and every book on chakras that I've ever read has mentioned the gold chakra you mention over the head. It is spiritual enlightenment at its essence.
"Ok, I'm totally embarrassed now. My teacher/friend told me I have an active
imagination, and repeated that there are only 7 chakras."
Your teacher/friend sounds like my parents! lol The universe allows for limitless possibilites in any possible manifestation... What is real for you is as real as anything can be. Don't get stuck in what anybody says. You know your truth, and it is valid. It feels great, right? Nothing else matters.
"But I tell you, I
actually start trembling when I mentally connect with this golden ball. I
can't believe I'm that good at make-believe. I can't make it up any other
'stuff' that affects me physically."
Trust yourself. (I teach best what I most need to know.)
"Is someone going to scold me now or gently pat me on the head and tell me
what a great imagination I have? LOL Heck, maybe I do. What do I know?"
You're not confused, and there's nothing wrong with a great imagination. You're one of the few on this planet that has an opportunity to reach into the Light. Enjoy!
Peace and love always,
Leslee
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