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Recieved: 2002/01/05 15:06
Subject: Re: [K-list] the kundalini process and the spaces between
From: Hbarrett47
On 2002/01/05 15:06, Hbarrett47 posted thus to the K-list: In a message dated 1/5/02 2:27:23 PM Mountain Standard Time,
emilybATnospamsympatico.ca writes:
<< I often feel
like something is trying to get to my attention; it makes me feel like I
should be meditating all day to try to get the message. >>
There is a wonderful description of this relationship in Michael Washburn's
(somewhat technical but brilliant) "The Ego and the Ground of Being." He
describes the tremendous force and magnetism of the Ground, how we lose our
knowledge of It in childhood, and what happens when Its power starts to break
through again in spiritual awakening. We are never really separate from It,
of course -- we couldn't be or we'd be non-existant -- but we gradually
become aware that It is our center. As Its presence makes itself felt, there
is the unleashing of the repressed (all that icky stuff that comes along with
the dark night, among other material) and also a sense that we are being
communicated with, even controlled, by an Other. I can attest that this is a
very paranoid sensation at times! But this diminishes as the ego is subsumed
and one comes to see the divinity of the self. My initial K-awakening
included several days of feeling like information was being downloaded into
me -- I could ask any question I could think of and would immediately have an
answer. Now I know that there's no separation; information couldn't come
from somewhere else because Everything is Eternally Here. Love, Holly
http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
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