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Recieved: 2001/12/19 12:18
Subject: Re: [K-list] What to do when you cannot ignore it?
From: Druout

In a message dated 12/17/2001 1:04:17 PM Pacific Standard Time,
Maura.ButlerATnospamnhtsa.dot.gov writes:

> deity, but I am not wild about surrendering to a deity raping me (if you
see
> astral entities as having their own separate existence) any more than
> surrendering to anybody else raping me! In the end though I did not feel
that I had
> any choice but to, by necessity, surrender.

Dear Maura,

You have a point! :)) but as you say, we really don't have any choice but
to surrender. And once we do, we can see that it's really our *will* that we
are holding on to. It is this will that decides how we characterize the
energy in order to reject surrendering to it. The ego simply doesn't want to
let go. It's too scary for us to lose control.

> I do think that at the ultimate level of reality, love is all that exists,
> but I think there are also many levels of reality between here and there,
where
> the appearance of not-love (or love in a confused state, which is to say,
> evil) exists. And if I do not experience that ultimate level of reality
where the
> only thing that exists is love (which I do not) then sadly at this time,
for
> all practical intents and purposes, it does not exist for me.

Well, if you think that at the ultimate level of reality, love is all that
exists, than that is what you are experiencing.

> If astral entities exist only through my mind, then I gues nothing remains
> to be done but explore my own mind. So I will do.

Well, it's a bit more complex then that, I think! This energy has a mind of
its own. It's how we characterize the energy that is in our own minds.

One of Aaron's wonderful group of quotes bears repeating!
: "Remember, everything is alive. Everything is conscious. E=mc². Everything
is energy. You are energy. Thus, you are a part of everything--an inseparable
part."
~From "Sanctuary: The Path to Consciousness"
http://www.energeticmatrix.com/

Love, Hillary

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