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Recieved: 2001/12/15 19:15
Subject: Re: [K-list] second chakra activity
From: Shadowspace

On 2001/12/15 19:15, Shadowspace posted thus to the K-list:

> As someone whose K energy has recently started manifesting again
> after a
> long hiatus (some 10 years), I am probably experiencing things that
> many of
> you have already had happen. Right now I am finding that I am
> experiencing
> a strong buzzing, and surges of ecstacy at the level of my second
> chakra,
> although it does not seem to be moving up to the upper chakras at
> this time.

This happens to me too. The effect seems to always be either strictly
from the root down, or strictly in the crown, or strictly in the third
eye.

> For a long time (years) my only manifestations of K have been
> observations
> of prana squiggles and auric light. I am thinking about the
> possible trap
> of attachment to ecstacy, but also the "scarcity assumption" that
> seems to
> dominate my thinking: that there is not enough bliss to go around,
> or enough
> to satisfy me. I also notice a lot of negative emotions that come
> up as I
> experience the surges in this chakra: anger, greed, selfishness,
> rage,
> blaming. Interesting.

I couldn't tell you definetly why this happens, of course, but what I
would be inclined to think is that these feelings are being purged- you
know, being forced to the surface and, hopefully, out of your heart. I
wouldn't recommend trying to force these feelings beneath the surface
again, but try diving into them. Welcome them and accept them. Or,
imagine that you are radiating these negative feelings outward from your
heart, letting them dissolve in the air. All of these things have been
helpful to me.
>

"On my back and tumbling...down that hole...and back again. Rising up,
and wiping the webs and the dew from my withered eye...Prying open my
third eye...It opened my eye, you opened my eyes, we opened our eyes, and
there we were..."


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