To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/12/07 06:13
Subject: [K-list] Not alone
From: Melanie
On 2001/12/07 06:13, Melanie posted thus to the K-list:
Emily,
some of your words moved me nearly to tears. ( probably because your
emotion of
feeling alone I can SO relate to as well.) I do have some others around
me that
are also awakened and that seem to share an unspoken kinship with...but
daily
life is generally a process of 'not being who I am' at more times than I
would
care to admit. Work is the worst....the complaining and non-gratitude
for
things in life makes me want to scream sometimes! They've nick-named me
Mary-Sunshine half sarcastically/half lovingly too I admit, because I
always
manage to turn an event around into the positive. It isn't every day
that I am
able to express the 'weird' things in my life 'openly'...or all the
incredible
life philosophies that come pouring from my thoughts without stopping!!!
> Anyway, like I said, I thought I would find a kindred spirit in my
yoga
> teacher and was sure she would tell me about so many other people she
knew
> who were K awakened. Now I'm feeling even more alone.
You are not alone. Just don't run from 'feeling' alone. I've done THAT
one.
Feel it and move on. Once you do, around the corner will definitely be
a
friend.
>
> And do K people in big cities have face to face meetings? Sort of like
AA
> groups? :)))) Are there K associations that meet regularly? Is there a
> secret handshake? ;) ;) ;)
A secret handshake? Now THERE'S an idea!
Just look in a persons eyes and wait....you'll feel who is 'with you' or
at
least saw that spark in 'your' eyes and begins to be drawn to you.
> >
> > This place is a sanctuary. A 'Thank You' to the founder, for this
> > list and all the peices everyone has written.
You can say that again!
You also mentioned the mother/cult thing! GOD CAN I RELATE!!!!
I thought you were telling MY story!!! After my awakening on January 16
1996 (
I had a near-death type of experienc that changed me completely
overnight) my
mom cried and cried apparantly for 2 years,...wondering if I had joined
a cult
because I never called them anymore on the phone. ( they live far away
and my
only connection to them was by phone.) I just was beginning to walk
with new
legs, could barely even understand what had happened and how all my
beliefs had
changed overnight...and when I tried to explain...my parents just said
things
like, " that's nice dear...so how's the weather in Toronto today."
ARGH!!!!
So Emily,
consider yourself befriended. :0)
Love, Melanie
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