To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/12/06 10:42
Subject: Re: [K-list] Re: K list intro and EMDR
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2001/12/06 10:42, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 11:12 AM 05/12/01, donjdeluxe wrote:
>I almost wonder that in the course of spiritual development; all of
>us must work through these deeper levels of "MUSH" before we get to
>the good stuff. Is it like a current that runs through humanity,
>these negitive emotions? And eventually if we follow a spiritual
>path, we'll have to face and overcome them? I wonder.....
That is true, Don. Most people have a lot of ego issues to overcome,
before the light and bliss become steady, reliable... as do the
synchronicities and the miracles. There is some really good stuff ahead!
Even after self realization, though, the process still continues, if you
choose to allow more growth. I think we are like trees, when we stop
growing, we die. After a while, the energy runs smooth, no blockages to
speak of for it to catch on and vibrate, but there is so much of it! K. is
creative energy, and I have to keep putting it into things, people, art
projects, cooking... if I don't then it starts to create universes that I
go live in for a while. Sometimes other people are pulled there with me.
This past week... full moon before Solstice? I have rearranged most of
my house, cooked a giant feast and thrown myself a party. Today I finished
painting a room, put up a wall paper border around the cieling with glow
in the dark suns moons and stars on it and moved most of my bedroom
furniture in. Since I could not persuade my poor tired druid to haul the
carpet up the stairs before he went to bed, I guess experimenting with
curtains will be next. White lace and black satin. What else did I do? I
changed a coffee table into wall art and the beginnings of a wheeled
potting table
How is that for a magic trick? I designed the potting table a few
weeks back, when I designed three collapsable bookshelves for my hallway,
that go together without any screws or nails. Today while shopping for
carpet I lusted after some grout and mortar. I want mortar. I am seeing
abstract mosaic collages set in grout, that contain everything from
seashells to plastic farm animals to broken glass. I am seeing gorgeous
tiled mosaic surfaces made out of all the tiny bits of broken glass and
crystal from when I was a stained glass artist... back in 1989. I have a
crate of a large selection of exotic art glass so beautiful the colors make
your mouth water, in my basement. I have not touched it in more than ten
years.
I am seeing tiny desktop water fountains in abstract shapes of colored
glass and mortar mountain. They are beautiful and they want to exist. They
will haunt me till I see them in form. Some of them may also be lamps.
Light, water, colored glass and the texture of stone, carved into shapes
like the sand of a Zen garden.
I need to finish rearranging my house so I have a place to manifest
them... this much writing is the limit of my ability to hold still...
LOL!! If the K-fire is this intense already, what will it be like by
solstice..? Eeeek! Well, at least I'm getting plenty of exercise.
Blessings...
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