To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/11/26 13:17
Subject: Re: [K-list] a lurker comes clean
From: daniel tal
On 2001/11/26 13:17, daniel tal posted thus to the K-list:
Elizabeth,
I can relate to many aspects of your post. In my early and mid 20's when the
K was blowing me open the most I had knots on my upper back the size of a
baseball.
Also, the description of the "plasma" (little white swirliing sperm like
balls) is something I'm glad you mentioned becuase I am trying to figure out
what the hell they are. Its seems significant for some reason, not just
another "indicator" or k related symptom.
>Anyway, I know my post is not as cosmically conscious as some of the other
>members of the board. I think this is why I have been hesitant to post,
>but
>I finally decided that it was time to be a part of the conversation.
When someone can figure out what enlightenment is, then I'll stop posting,
until then - bring it on, I know I can relate and enjoy to read posts like
yours.
Peace
Dan
>From: "mediaone" <wilshayesATnospammediaone.net>
>Reply-To: "mediaone" <wilshayesATnospammediaone.net>
>To: <K-list >
>Subject: [K-list] a lurker comes clean
>Date: Sun, 25 Nov 2001 15:19:12 -0800
>
>I was inspired to finally write after reading Jack's post today. I joined
>this group a few weeks ago but have only been reading what others have been
>posting until now.
>
>I had the beginnings of my awakening in college (sophmore year), when I
>would have what felt like cataclysmic surges of energy that would rise up
>my
>spine almost every time I got in bed to go to sleep. At first these surges
>were extremely painful, but over the course of several years they became
>pleasurable, and I noticed that the energy would rachet up a few notches in
>vibration every few months or so, as I would become accustomed to a given
>level.
>
>I started having OBEs my senior year of college, and my heart chakra became
>increasingly sensitive (I would cry and feel intense love for people and
>situations--sometimes it was really silly, like over a commercial I saw on
>telelvision about a mother and her baby).
>
>I had always been aware of my third eye since I was a little girl. Once,
>on
>a schoolbus, a kid showed me a neat trick, how if I pointed a pencil at the
>center of my forehead, I could actually "feel" the pencil on my skin even
>though it wasn't touching me. After that I was always able to feel that
>spot in the center of my forehead, and it became more intense during
>college.
>
>During college, I started to have a lot of health problems. I started to
>experience terrible muscle spasms in my neck, upper back, and shoulders. I
>also began to have extreme fatigue, sometimes sleeping up to 15 hours a
>day.
>
>After college, the energy stuff continued for a couple of years, but it
>decreased quite a bit in my late 20s. The only new development was that
>when I would meditate I would sometimes see a bright light inside my head,
>and when I opened my eyes there were little particles swirling in front of
>my eyes. Over time I started to see those little particles all the time,
>moving in the air like plasma. I could also see them interacting with the
>energy fields around people and plants (especially trees, for some
>reason--maybe because they are often sillouetted against the sky and the
>sky
>is a particularly good background for viewing these energy particles).
>
>I am now 34. Most recently I started to feel some energy surges while
>driving in the car, and it was really weird because these surges were
>definitely sexual in nature. They seemed to originate from my root chakra
>and go up my spine, maybe as far as my solar plexus. At first I thought
>maybe it was the vibrations of the car, but hey I've been driving for
>years,
>and I've NEVER had that kind of experience before. (If I had, I probably
>would have gotten a job driving a cab or something, because the vibrations
>felt pretty great.)
>
>Around the same period of time I started to experience a constant
>sensation
>of pressure at my throat. At first I thought maybe this was in response to
>a man I visit who has a tracheotomy (I am a hospice volunteer) but now I
>have come to think that it is my throat chakra.
>
>After these vibrations started, I serendipitously came upon a Reiki Master
>and have started getting some Reiki work done. This has been incredibly
>helpful to me from a health perspective (I have continued for many years to
>have the neck and upper back pain). I have come to realize that my throat
>chakra and all the pain in my neck and back are all related. I have also
>experienced an increased awareness of my third eye chakra, with a pulsing
>sensation going on there that reminded me of Jack's description.
>
>Another consequence of the Reiki work is that I have become more aware of
>my
>own energy field and some of the karmic reasons why I chose my family to be
>born into and why I am drawn to hospice work.
>
>Anyway, I know my post is not as cosmically conscious as some of the other
>members of the board. I think this is why I have been hesitant to post,
>but
>I finally decided that it was time to be a part of the conversation.
>
>I'm wondering if any of my experiences are ones that others can relate to.
>
>Love to all,
>
>Elizabeth
>
>
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