To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/11/26 12:41
Subject: [K-list] Love Poll, interim report
From: Druout
On 2001/11/26 12:41, Druout posted thus to the K-list:
Dear List,
Only 4 people have so far responded to the love poll. I can't believe no one
else has ever fallen in love! ! lol
Are there any others out there? You may respond to the list or privately to
me.
Love, Hillary
1. How many times have you fallen in love?
Four
Four times for me too
I['m not] answering your Love Poll. If I were truthful, it would just look
silly. Nobody in the world has been in love as many times as me. I'd be
embarassed.LOL!
Once. Any other time I loved somebody it was slow over a long period of time
2. Was this before, during or after your K awakening (if applicable)
The first woke it up.
For me, it was my last love who awoke my K.
Way after.
3. What symptoms did you manifest?
it's like incredibly strong magnetic force, loads of synchronicity etc.
I get close to psychic - I just need one look and just know something big's
going to happen. It's in the eyes!! The resulting catalystic/energy
exchange is dramatic, short lived, intense - and leaves me in pain at least
18 months after.... sob
<snip> so there
is a strong energy at work.
All of them...:) I had it baaaaaaad
The first time I was very young and it took on an obsessive quality. The
second it was more a feeling of familiarity--we got along on every single
level. But the third time I couldn't eat and barely slept. It was a very
strong physical attraction and incredibly exhilarating. But it was
interesting--an LSD trip woke me up to the fact that my love for #2 was more
profound--that loving and being *in* love were two very different things.
The fourth time my K awoke! This man was "*always*on my mind." It was one
of those romances that "couldn't be" but I felt that we were united for
eternity. I'm still with my second love. I never fell out of love with him,
but I'm not sure I've fallen out of love with the others, either! All my
loves aside from the second were infused with a combination of pain and
pleasure
4. If after or during K awakening, what was different (if anything) about
the experience?
Have not experiened love before K awakening. All I can say is each
experience acts as a catalyst for further growth - usually painful. Or for
something big that needs to happen. It's like I integrate more parts of
myself through encounters with others. So these guys really do move me up
and on. But also once the 'exchange' of energy has been made, increasingly
I lose myself less, can get out faster and recover faster - since I'm
rounder and more self sufficient as a individual. And have heaps more self
esteem....
In the affair after K, love took on cosmic dimensions. There was an eternal
quality about it.
Deeply spiritual cosmic bonding of becoming one. Flesh made spirit, spirit
made flesh. Just inadequate words to describe the undescribeable. I was
captured totally unaware, ambushed by the experience
5. Have you made a love connection with anyone on the K list (optional!)
;)
Take me I'm yours.
Geez Hillary, now you want me to name names now? :P :D More than once
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