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Recieved: 2001/11/21 19:47
Subject: [K-list] RE: 100% awakened
From: Lavinaleone
On 2001/11/21 19:47, Lavinaleone posted thus to the K-list:
[ You cannot be partially awakened any more than you can be
partially
pregnant. It is an either/or proposition. However, you can be a
little
pregnant or a lot pregnant. If the baby was conceived last week then
you
are a little pregnant. If you are having triplets and they are 3
weeks
overdue then you are very very pregnant. ]
There is also the chance of a physological pregnancy, with many of the
symptoms but none of the expected results.
[ The metaphor stops there, because someone who is pregnant can
become
not-pregnant but you cannot become not-awakened once the serpents
start to
dance. You may experience quiet periods where the K. is working below
your
level of conscious awareness, but waked snakes do not go back to
sleep.
Perils of being a healer, whoooo hoooo... I'm writing a book on
that
one. Tentatively titled "Empaths: a survival guide for very sensitive
people." The working title is "Betaziod training manual." LOL!! ]
The metaphor still works, perfectly, with the proper diagnosis, of
the healer,
not the healee. Indeed, if the snakes do not go back to sleep, and
the healers
own work is done, if they are truely clear to do empathic healing, by
virtue of
their awakened snakes, then there is no such thing as too sensitive.
Unless,
you doubt the wisdom of the snakes. If you get bit in your lower
chakra by an
awake snake, and it causes you discomfort, you are not clear.
It does not mean you are not fully awakened but it does mean you are
not clear.
and it is not the fault of your client, is is not a fault, it is a
blockage,
and it is yours, triggered by your client, maybe, but it is your own
blockage
that it gets stuck behind. If the clients blockage was blocked, you
would not
be the reciever of the energy to begin with. You cannot take from
your client
anything that is not given, freely. So, if you get stuck after
working with
a client your client it is your blockage. If you choose to send it
back to the
client keep in mind you will also send back your issues as energy to
your client
who then has to clear your stuff, off her just cleaned chakra. ouch.
[ What I meant, was that when you are fully awakened the K. slows
down,
and runs quiet unless you take on karma from other people, in which
case
the energy fires up to clear it out of you. You mostly feel the
energy when
it is at work evolving you and clearing the stuff. When its work is
done it
gets quieter, like a pilot light on a gas stove. It fires up when
there is
fuel. ]
Indeed. A healer who has not yet cleared themselves of an issue, will
run the
risk of bringing it up within themselves via their client, and some
healers
lay the blame of that discomfort on those they claim to be healing.
It is
supposed to 'fire up' that is the way it works, but it does not 'fire
up' for
those who don't have the issues. IMO if a healer is not willing to
look within
themselves when they are challenged and overwhelmed by a clients
issues, if
they themselves are unable to meet the challenge then they are not
going to
be of much use to me in that particular area. Not to say that they
wouldn't
be helpful in another area, but if a spiritual healer gets sick with
what I
have released, then the 'flow' is just not flowing thru that
particular healer,
on that particular issue.
I have worked with one woman who was up to the challenge and she and
I held
each others hand as we worked thru such a situation. We helped each
other
heal in other words. Had I accused her of being a bad healer, or if
she had
laid the blame at my feet for her own lack we would have missed out
on an
incredible growth spurt that Kundalini Herself had arranged by
placing us
together to begin with.
[ So, some of us who like the feel of K. at work, tend to go
around
snacking on other folks karma. The transmutation can be very
blissful, ]
What you refere to here sounds a little less like a snack and more
like a
co-dependancy.
[ so long as you don't bite off more than you can chew and get stuck
in
someone's emotional baggage. ]
Maybe you would benifit by working on your own issues when your
clients
issues bring stuff up to burn, rather than blaming your clients for
your being stuck, look within yourself for the gifts Goddess sends
you in
the illnesses of others. Especially if you are not willing to see the
illness
within yourself thru the tainted glasses of your own ego, which you
do each
time you lay the blame at your clients feet for your taking on too
much.
If Kundanini had cleared all your blockages then your clients stuff
would
not have anywere to get stuck. It is your own emotional baggage that
gets you
stuck, but you are unwilling to take responsibilty for it, and you
loose the
opportunity to heal yourself. You might be able to pinpoint for
yourself what
blockages you need to quit denying within yourself by looking for
patterns of
those who come to you for healing. Teachers teach what they most need
to learn.
I have been told that healers most need to heal within themselves
that which
they need healing. I don't know, I am neither a healer or a
teacher.
I do not doubt that you have amazing skills as a healer, but have you
nothing
more to do in this life? Is Goddess done with you already? I was told
that
healers draw to them those who will facsilliate what most needs
healing in
themselves. Including those who like to think of themselves as fully
awakened.
Healers who bite off more than they can chew are not getting stuck in
someone
elses emotional baggage, they have blockages of their own that
restricts the
free flow of energy.
Think about it, the process is: 1. the client releases his stuff
2.the healer
lets it pass on thru them into the nether world, 3. blockages that
are released
are filled with healing energy. When successful a circular energy is
the result.
The healer isn't going to get hit with something from the client if
the client
isn't doing his part by letting it go, the weak link, if the client
stays stuck
is the client. The weak link, if the healer gets sick is the healer,
who wouldnt
get sick if the energy had free passage thru them.
At least that is the simplified version from my lips, to your ears.
It may not
mean anything, but it is my story and I am sticking to it. : )
We can only heal ourselves. Spiritual healers can give a boost our
healing
ourselves, but ultimatly we do it ourselves.
By the same token we allow ourselves to become sick, it is no
differnt for a
spiritual healer, the same law applies to healers, they make
themselves
sick and they heal themselves also, in the same way as their clients
do.
My friend is always telling people that she has experienced personal
healings
thru the act of witnessing her clients' healing. She says she is more
empathic
with each connection that is successful. She is not always
successful, I have not
seen anything I would call a miracle but I have experienced her
healing and
it most definitly feels like a flow of energy, I can accept it and I
can disrupt
it, she too can accept it or disrupt it, some sessions work better
than others
some days it is me or her or both of us, sometimes it just does not
flow. Like
a bad hair day, nobodies fault, just slept wrong, or something.
I have watched her evolve for over a decade and she gets better all
the time, so
I have no reason to doubt that she does get more empathic as she
says.
I have never heard her blame a client for her illnesses, yes, she
gets sick,
don't we all? But I have never heard her blame a client.
I have been brought to tears at her expression of gratitude to me for
allowing
her to do what she does. She says she has been blessed to have the
opportunity
to help others heal. She tells of issues she has healed within
herself that she
was unaware she needed to heal for herself, but healed it anyway
because of her
work with a client needing the kind of healing she herself needed.
And she is
openly grateful for them being brought to the surface, to be burned.
More so she
says because she is spared the accual tramma to her life as her
clients do.
To hear her express her experience of being a healer leaves no
question in my
mind that she is sincere when she says her work has been a blessing
to her.
Quite frankly, I would find a new healer for a particualr issue I was
seeking
help with if the healer I was using showed symptoms of suffering
blockages in
an area I was trying to clear. (I wouldn't let a doctor with a
festering infection
on his finger poke at my open wounds ungloved.)
unless that healer recognised his blockage and we came to a meeting
of the minds
that we would proceed in light of our mutual need to clear a
particualar blockage.
In other words, we both then are healer and client with equal
responsibilty to
each other and ourselves in the capacities of healer and client.
Ideally this would be the norm.
But as long as we need the illusion of sickness there will be the
illuision
of healers to cure us.
[ Goddess will always bail you out eventually,
but the trip is not fun. ]
Maybe I should have written: as long as we have the illusion of
healers
there will need be the illusion of sickness.
No offense ment to anyone, just sharing some drippy wet thoughts on a
drippy
wet afternoon.
Be Well,
Lavina
At 10:00 AM 21/11/01, jennifer nm wrote:
>This is confusing to me...If there *is* a full K-awakening (ie. all
chakras
>fully open) then it would seem to me that there must be a partial
awakening
>(ie. NOT all chakras fully open) Thoughts? Also, Mystress, can you
or
>anyone explain more regarding becoming a healer with awakened K and
what
>perils (?!)may be involved?
>
>Peace,
>Jennifer
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