To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/11/21 12:07
Subject: Re: [K-list] lights, camera - action!
From: Druout
On 2001/11/21 12:07, Druout posted thus to the K-list:
In a message dated 11/19/2001 2:30:14 PM Pacific Standard Time,
tense_iATnospamhotmail.com writes:
> I hope you all bear with me. I am not fully comfortable sharing my life
with
> the list, never really have. Has nothing to do with the list, just the way
I
> am, but there are things I want to share and throw out there, see if I get
> any feedback..
Dear Dan,
Thank you for sharing!
> I have mentioned this before, but since rejoining the list, K has
reemerged
> in my life. Maybe the K was always there, I just did not pay as much
> attention, or K brought me to the list because it was intensifying , or
the
> interaction with the list has made the K stronger, feeding off the energy
> here – whatever it is.
Well, the energy here *is* incredible. Judging from the "Are you K awakened"
poll ( surveys?id=158757 )
there are at least 86 K awakened people here! That's a lot of K energy!
> The room was swirling with lights, sparks,
> energy, movement. Super bright, tiny blue "nova's", intense sparks of
reds.
snip
> The room was a mass of colors, little sparks streaking in and out of
> “visionâ€, swirls in the air. Nothing was static in my room, the air was
> alive with movement. My typical day of sight is like that, I see the
> gray/haze of energy moving around, but not intensely. This was a fireworks
> show.
Fabulous! This reminds me one of Muktanada's many "light" visions:
"I repeatedly opened and closed my eyes. When I shut them I saw innumerable
clusters of sparkling rays, and millions of tiny twinkling sparks bursting
within me. I kept watching them. What a beautiful sight! Those infinitely
small sparks were shimmering and coursing through my whole body at an
incredible speed. I looked with wonder and awe at their speed and their
number. Then I opened my eyes again. Again there were masses of the same,
tiny, scintillating, blue sparks coruscating around me. I was overcome with
awe and ecstasy."
from p. 69-70 Muktananda's *Play of Consciousness*
I'd like to include your light experiences to the addendum to the Visual poll.
> I heard the soft voice of my own mind, their telepathy telling me not to
be
> afraid and to find comfort with this.
And then I heard a voice, greet me, one that was SO FAMILER TO ME. The one I
> have been talking to my whole life but that I have not heard or paid
> attention to often, but knew was their. I felt its presence and its love,
> it / me, telling me – I love you, I will always be there, I am you, you
are
> me. Etc.. – I started to cry, a good hard cry, a cathartic release I did
not
> know I had in me. The voice was familer, comfortable, full of love and
> compassion, I called it Christ or God, but that does not come close.
These voices are one of the strangest and most compelling parts of the K
experience. When I first encountered it I felt I must be losing my mind.
(hearing *voices* ???) At that point I didn't really care, however! LOL. I
felt too incredibly blessed!
> I stared at the ceiling and focused on the light fixture (which was off)
and
> saw the “starâ€, yellow, blue energy pulsing ,forming a web hazy but
distinct
> but pulsating from the center out, very bright on the whole ceiling –
very
> very strong pulse, as bright as the sun, filled the whole room – it was
> really cool!! I focused on in until I could not see past it, could not see
> the ceiling. I remember vague posts on the old k-list I was on about that
> phenomena, but don’t remember what it was about.
Of course being flooded with light and becoming one with the light is part of
the Near Death Experience as well as many mystical experiences. Usually the
light translates as Love.
> The lights, the swirling the energy in the room intensified, grew stronger.
> I turned on the light by my bed. I got freaked out. Its just not normal,
its
> not that I don’t feel safe.
>
Yeah! When we encounter things that simply are *not* supposed to be, it can
be pretty frightening, no matter how reassuring the voices and presences are.
The part of ourselves that thinks we are "rational" just doesn't want to
accept them. :))
>
> I know, as a rule, we should not linger on the phenomena associated with K
–
> let them pass through, recognize and acknowledge , but man, they can me
some
> crazy things that we feel and see.
> Its exciting to watch, special to be a part of – but what the hell is it?
I don't know! LOL. But the mystery is part of the joy.
Love, Hillary
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