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Recieved: 2001/11/17 20:18
Subject: [K-list] The Bastard
From: Christopher Wynter
On 2001/11/17 20:18, Christopher Wynter posted thus to the K-list:
I am forever grateful to those who respond to my posts with
snippets of seemingly unrelated information.
However, when all of these snippets are put together in a "Mind
Map", patterns of understanding emerge which can make a lot of
sense - and release patterns of learned behaviour and abstract
belief trapped in the physical body as the breeding ground for all
physical discomfort and dis-ease.
The possible outcome is that "Heaven can return to Earth", the
separation that "God" created can be healed, Shamballah can be
realised - any we no longer need to walk around "out of body".
The Rape of Humanity finds its origins in the Doctrine and Dogma
of Religion - now perpetuated through the English Translations of
other Spiritual Texts through preconceived words which have their
origins shrouded in Mysticism and a code of Secrecy and Silence.
To understand the origins of the Myths is to totally disempower
the Abstract Ideal of a Heavenly Being and bring one crashing down
to earth to face the pain resulting from the physical manifestation
of the rape of our Innocence, Integrity and Lifeforce which
separated us from our BE-ing.As children, we were very aware. We did not have the "adult words"
to express our awareness. When we tried, it was made very clear
that it was not the right thing to do to express our knowing ..
and this is the rape of our life-force - the abuse of the essence
of our integrity of being - that is built upon by patterns as we
grow up.
From a basis of non-integrity - from the foundation of what our
parents and society leave us, we depart from a state of "knowing of
who we are" (but not having the words)
and enter a pathway of finding "an altruistic external vision" of
beliefs of our selves that may be acceptable in words to our
parents .. or the other members of a "tribe" from which we are
desperately seeking a sense of belonging.
All this because our roots in our own BE-ing and the foundations
of our survival were attacked.
So, we leave out bodies to build an "Abstract" - as the only
method we have of communication with out parents, society
and peers .. an abstract ideal Love that can have no grounding.
Many of us were Baptised because we are taught that children are
born of Original Sin.
But - what if this is merely a Dogma of Manipulation and Control
based on mistranslation of Assyrian practice of 2500 years BCE -
where "sin" was merely the word of the time which translates now
into the English words "female or feminine".
Of course you would be born of sin. There aren't too many alive
now who were not born of female. This is the Original Birth of the
Physical Body.
And what happens immediately after birth is that all of the
"stains" the coatings and the other original birth products from
the female which come out on the body of the new born are washed
away.
But, no. This wasn't mystical enough - and couldn't be used for
power, control and manipulation. The Infant had to be Baptised by a
Priest (instead of washed by a midwife) to erase Original Sin from
which it was born when it separated from its mother who was made to
feel evil because she bore a "child from Hell".
Here again, the English corruptions of the original German fail to
tell us the "Hell" is a variant on the name of a German Goddess of
Fertility, Death and Rebirth - "Frau Holle".
By taking the infant from the roots of its being and making those
roots very wrong, the concept of Mother is devalued and Father is
made an Altruistic Being or "God" in the Abstract to whom one must
ever be a sacrifice - because that is what Mother went through to
bring the infant alive into the world.
Of course, it must be remembered that in the tribal times, the
definition of the child was, in most cases, not by a father's name,
but from the name of the female from whom that child was born.
The Rape of Sacramental Baptism reawakens and adds to the
cellular predisposition to the pain and suffering experienced by
our ancestors in the Name of Religion.
For many, the later Sacraments taken at 7 years and at puberty -
when the birth recall is at its strongest - are merely a
confirmation and a reminder that you have been committed to the
life of an "out of body puppet" of the Abstract -
always searching for Home
and a meaning for your life
and the reason for your physical suffering.
This is the Eternal Damnation that sees you reincarnate, Lifetime
after Lifetime - searching for Heaven in Earth and returning to
your search for God in Abstract - the relationship with whom you
defend as your very reason for existence because of the pain
associated with the Code of Silence surrounding the truth -
That you have been torn from your Mother who, suffering
the curse of Religion and the grief of that separation tries
to cling relentlessly to a hope of re-union to both
the Child who has been made a Bastard -
and the unreachable Father
That, in today's Society you have been torn from your
biological father by Mother's subservience to her own
obsession with Salvation in the Abstract
That, as a result, male carries a resentment and a grief
that stagnates and corrupts his lifeforce - and for those
who cannot cope, he strikes out against any symbol of
the thief.
So, based on the corruption of ancient myth to suit the needs for power
and control of a few, a hierarchical tier of Terrorism has been created
and perpetuated - generation after generation.
There are two kinds of pain.
There is the kind of pain we have to go through to bring pain
to an end - and this is the release of pain that is stored in
the body ..
and there is the kind of pain that leads only to the continuation
of pain. In the sense of worthlessness, this is the essence of
martyrdom, service, self-sacrifice or addiction to the Abstract
because the "Code of Silence" must be maintained.
Those who are unwilling to endue and unaccepting of the first kind
of pain are doomed to endure the second.
This willingness and accepting only requires a change in perception
and a release of the Abstract from the definition of your Reality
to return to a Wholeness which can only be found within the
Unified Field of Self.
== Christopher Wynter
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