To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/11/07 15:40
Subject: [K-list] Re: kundalini and sexuality
From: Divine Goddess
On 2001/11/07 15:40, Divine Goddess posted thus to the K-list:
--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., Stephen Kowalchuk <spkATnospamk...> wrote:
> Susan and Jennifer,
>
> I had similar kinds of experiences with K and sexuality...bouts of
absolutely> insane sexual need...scary...being hit on constantly by
gay men and bi> women...feeling attraction to both men and women...
>
Hi Stephen,
I still have episodes of what seems like insane sexual need but the
character of it has changed. There was a time when the drive for
physical union was for sexual physical union with a male but his only
requirement for me would be male. :)) Fortunately for me I never
gave into that desire. I was too chicken of catching a disease and
concerned about what other people would think of me.
Now my times of high desire tend to focus on a cyclical event and one
on a spirtual impetus. My cyclical event is when I ovulate and the
first few days of my moon. The quality of that desire is intense and
not limited to people. I want to unite/mate with everything temporal
and cosmic, even planets and stars. It is a need to melt and merge
with the earth. Kundalini energy feels like liquid lava moving
through me.
My spirit driven one seems to be based on alchemical principles to
mate with an archetypal energy for the purpose of transmutation of
elements. I am currently attracted to a male who holds a strong
goddess archetype within him. It is his energy signature, as you put
it, that attracts me not the physical attachment. We are friends so
we talk about it and neither one of us thinks it is weird or strange.
There are kundalini base notes of fire in the current but there is so
much clarity of crystal vibration too, like the Shakti blue energy or
living water of life.
> Susan, your description of the androgynous nature of spirit and
sexuality is> very eloquent and so true to what I feel. Amazing how
easily accepted it is,> given we let go of the preconceived notions
of sexuality and desire. I don't> see people anymore as exclusively
male or female, and my sexual attraction to> someone is based on
their .... for lack of a better term "energy signature",
> with physical beauty, outward personality, etc playing a secondary
role. It> seems to work even with people I've met online but never
met in person, which> can be very disquieting and really hard to
explain to non-K ppl.
Nope they don't understand and remote energy sharing between k
awakened ppl is a common occurrence. I visit people often or they
visit me for "little bliss parties" for lack of a better term during
the dream state. Sometimes it doesn't happen in the dream state but
thru email. I can taste such lusciously beautiful energy thru emails
and even in chat. I think it is because in the physical there are
more concrete barriers to this connection for those of us who are
less evolved like me.
>
> I think my "bisexuality" might be a sign that I am transcending
gender as a> measure of whether I find someone attractive or
comfortable.
Angelique has written quite a bit about this during the life of this
list. She was the first I heard using the term Androgyne to describe
what you and I are talking about right now.
>To me that's a> good thing, it's something I am grateful for.
Funny, plain old sex, even with> all the appliances or diversions or
whatever, is plain old sex.
When one becomes comfortable with androgyny in Spirit it seems to
change or even lessen the quality of desire or at least it does for
me. Some people will have a flat out, full court press orgasm from
swimming in my energy. What I feel is something less personal and
more detached. Most of my explosive orgasms these days come in the
form of running cosmic bliss energy thru my body without a partner. I
know I can do it with a partner.
I was flipping around the cable channels a couple of days ago and saw
a rerun of "Real Sex" produced by HBO. What caught my eye was a man
in Japan making films of people who were having orgasms by channeling
their sexual energy into other people and giving them orgasms.
He also filmed people having orgasms by just channeling energy from a
hand held over the second and first chakra. No mention of the term ki
or kundalini but meditation was shown as an element.
Now this is not news for me cause I have personal experience of
having this done to me and me doing it to someone when we are
separated by continents. It was just interesting to see someone was
now filming it. This is a fun game to do with a lover. Mutual consent
is paramount.
BTW...this conversation is probably appropriate for the kundalini sex
list which was started when conversations like this offended people
who were of different sensitivities or who were under age. I have no
problem with the moderators who are members of both lists copying
this conversation to that list. How about you Stephen or Jennifer or
Leslee?
This is the address for that list:
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/kundalini_sex
In the God/dess's arms,
Susan
> As Angelique is fond of saying, goddess provides. *smile*
>
> Steve
http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
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