To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/11/07 13:40
Subject: Re: [K-list] kundalini and sexuality
From: LK

Hi Jennifer

This is all my opinion, and i emphasize the word opinion, that when one
unifies with both their male and female aspects (as one is likely to do
through a kundalini process), then we are all inherently bisexual...whether
or not we choose to act on it, and whether or not we actually prefer to be
with one gender or another at different points in linear time.

If you are having sexual attraction toward women, it might behove you to do
some surrendering of your fear or criticism of this. I don't understand the
distinction between emotional and sexual attraction exactly, but if you
don't feel emotionally attracted to women, then this may be the reason that
you are having sexual impulses...to help draw you to reconnect emotionally
in a meaningful way with your feminineness and come to accept yourself more
fully.

This does not mean that you have to be one thing or the other or even call
yourself bisexual or break up your relationship. It just means learning to
more fully and completely accept yourself which our historical
marriage/relationship/ownership institution has encouraged us silly
creatures to cast out big pieces of our body.

Guess it is my crack pot theory and self-projecturing that this is
Kundalini's way of pointing out a piece of yourself that having back will
feel much better than not.

Best Wishes,
laura k

>From: "jennifer nm" <jennifernmATnospamhotmail.com>
>To: K-list
>Subject: [K-list] kundalini and sexuality
>Date: Wed, 07 Nov 2001 16:05:05 +0000
>
Within a day or two, I started having sexual feelings
>around women, after being/feeling strictly heterosexual my whole
>life...These feelings
>continue off and on to this day, and I still can't integrate/make sense of
>them...I don't feel an emotional pull towards being with women
>(and continue to have that emotional pull towards men), but there is this
>physical thing that comes up. It has been so disturbing to me that I feel
>that I've developed a phobic kind of response to it, which seems to make it
>even more intense. I note that if I don't resist the feeling, it dissipates
>a great deal in frequency and intensity. I'm in a relatively new
>relationship with a great guy and am really struggling with what this all
>means and how to proceed with the relationship. If that acupuncture needle
>brought up latent bisexuality, I need to deal with that and accept it. But
>it doesn't feel like that's quite the right explanation. I've talked to
>one
>other woman who had an "accidental" K-awakening after acupuncture as well.
>She said that, while heterosexual and happily married, she did feel
>same-sex
>attraction for the first few years of her awakening. She accredited it to
>becoming in tune with the goddess.
>
>Have others heard of this/experienced this?
>
>Grateful for any thoughts on this,
>Jennifer

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