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Recieved: 2001/11/07 13:28
Subject: [K-list] Re: kundalini and sexuality
From: Stephen Kowalchuk

Susan and Jennifer,

I had similar kinds of experiences with K and sexuality...bouts of absolutely
insane sexual need...scary...being hit on constantly by gay men and bi
women...feeling attraction to both men and women...

Susan, your description of the androgynous nature of spirit and sexuality is
very eloquent and so true to what I feel. Amazing how easily accepted it is,
given we let go of the preconceived notions of sexuality and desire. I don't
see people anymore as exclusively male or female, and my sexual attraction to
someone is based on their .... for lack of a better term "energy signature",
with physical beauty, outward personality, etc playing a secondary role. It
seems to work even with people I've met online but never met in person, which
can be very disquieting and really hard to explain to non-K ppl.

I think my "bisexuality" might be a sign that I am transcending gender as a
measure of whether I find someone attractive or comfortable. To me that's a
good thing, it's something I am grateful for. Funny, plain old sex, even with
all the appliances or diversions or whatever, is plain old sex.

Susan's right, Jennifer. It's all part of the process. At least, that's been
my feeling. When you're in the current of a river, no matter how hard you swim
upstream, eventually it carries you away. Sometimes fighting it buys you time,
which can be useful, and sometimes you tire yourself out to no avail.

As Angelique is fond of saying, goddess provides. *smile*

Steve

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