To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/11/05 01:11
Subject: Re: [K-list] Transition - White to Red to a rainbow
From: Antoine Carré
On 2001/11/05 01:11, Antoine Carré posted thus to the K-list: Now I'm entering into a sexual relationship with a
person of the opposite sex (I'm hetro) and I can't get
my interests 'sparking'
I'm still focusing on myself and personal growth. When
I think of a sexual encounter with a man it feels
'ho-hum' Sometimes it raises up and becomes sexual but
seems to fade very quickly.
This could mean I still need more inner work
done...or...I've focused on work too much that I've
brainwashed myself to belive orgasms are only for
inner work and not for personal pleasure...not sure...
:(
Anyone have any suggestions?
warm regards..
Aster
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Its normal to not fell the sexual thunderbolt from someone not k awake when you are k awake, even if that person would be the most sexiest by all the Hollywood standards. It fells like a gentle breeze on the sea, and patience is a virtue then until k is allowed to awaken in them.
getting the lava to irrupt from under the sea, calls for someone who fells the elements from the same deepness. A couple is very blessed when they meet in such a a Tantric predisposition.
Yet over time its a deity that will find the place of the partner in the tantric course.
Enjoy, and listen deeply.
Antoine
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