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Recieved: 2001/10/28 01:46
Subject: [K-list] confuison
From: Final Element J A Livengood

Ok, it is getting scarry,
I do not know how to vent my negitive side without others absorbing it.
Every time i let go of negitive thouhts people flip.

Today, this girl I really like, well she has a kid with a guy that lives at the house i goto.
I told him that people were worried about the way he treated her (like crap) I was so mad I let the anger go into the nothingness of air.
well, another guy went nuts for some reason, stabed the guys water bed several times, and it flooded the room, it was working its way tio the power sockets in the wall.
I started to help get the matress out b4 it ruined life (electic and water :) oh yuk) anyway
the brother of the guy i talked to came in and said, u all better clean cause i am not helping, i blew, I walked upto him and pushed him like he was nothing
(in mind, not even hard, just enough to back him off) well,
he tried to come back at me, people stopped him, he ended up falling into a box with several pictures in it, He went to the hospitial because a glass
shard went through one side of his leg and eas sticking throgh the other.
So, the whole night i told the ppl (while he was having surgery). that I didnt know how, but i needed to talk to him because it was not a fair fight nor did I push him into
the glass. well, i almost was in tears becuase of this becasue i wanted to talk to him and not have to watch my back, as if a wish come true
as soon as the surgery was over, he came back!
He said ; i wanted to come over to talk to you , no hard feelings. I almost said
oh SHI! because it was what i wished for so hard and it came true. Now me and him are ok. But it was against the statistics of life
so I look at it and a impathic sub thought TO him to come back.
Is this normal in a impath? Anger venting and the thing (wishing) ?

 
Please, it is getting too damn scarry.
 
Jesse

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