To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/10/27 07:36
Subject: [K-list] I accept......
From: Unit1021
On 2001/10/27 07:36, Unit1021 posted thus to the K-list:
Hello all,
Wow, things really changed for me in 1 day. I've been getting this
message over and over again from people I have been meeting. Accept.
You have to be you.
Now this is a hard thing. All I know about what has happened to me
is bad bad things. I'm going into this all backwards, looking at what
I lost. Looking at how different I am and can't fit in with the world.
Well I hang out in Paltalk (www.paltalk.com) and talk with the
spiritual people in there. Most are just new agers.. blaa.. But some
are really really in tune. Anyways I popped into a room for a second
and there was an english guy describing a spontanious K awakening
right there! Those new agers didnt have a clue, but I got him the
link to the gateway and hopefully he's joined up now.
Edo.. You here?
So that was odd... Then I go to another room and talk with this nice
girl about things and she helps me out a lot, and this guy shows up
at random and tells me exactly what I need to hear in a format I can
understand. I'm so amaized. I show up for someone else, somone shows
up for me... And the message? Accept who you are...
I almost hate going this path. It walks me away from where everyone
else is going. I'm constantly out of myself, not wanting to be
myself. My thoughts are not in my body or spirit. They are away with
were I think I want to be.
Then I just did it. I said I accept. I accept what I am, who I am.
He said lots and lots about everything that I really needed to know,
that I'm still working on. But I got it. Accepting myself and all the
things I can do.
Before, this lady told me to repeat to myself "Who am I?" To figure
out about me.... It shut off my heart!!! I couldnt understand! How
could words do this!?
Yesterday I was driving around repeating to myself..."I accept who I
am and everything that goes along with it. Its me"
And you know I felt and energy change.. My energy reversed.. It went
from flowing out all the time.. And suddenly started flowing into me.
Wow.. I started feeling better about things too.. I feel my heart
starting to warm up again...
Then after a bit I realised something. Went like this...
"I.....have the power of the creator in me......this..... can be a
good thing?... why dont I start using this stuff for me? Hah!"
Wow...new thoughts... I'm actually more... than I am...
Anyways, all this new info for me has really opened myself up. I
feel like I am me, but there is something more in me, bigger than
even my spirit body. And its all good. And its not my brain thats
going on now.. And its ok.
Its just cool. This morning I was flying around some cloud banks..
It was soo cool...
Take care..
Im Sean 00 in paltalk BTW
Sean
http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
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