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Recieved: 2001/10/23 16:39
Subject: [K-list] Alone-ness, satsangh and ascension.
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent

   Satsangh, the name of Harsha's list (thank you for your input recently,
Harsha!) and because of that, one of the few sanskrit words I know. It
means the company of spiritual people. Such a comfort along the path!!

    I have observed that many people are very alone at the beginning of
their path, often for years, as I was. Feeling like a stranger in a strange
land, not knowing anyone else who is living in the "Twilight zone" of
paranormal and psychic experiences, and gleaning company from books and
internet. Wondering, if there are any true Kin in the world. Celebrating
uniqueness perhaps, and glorying in the "specialness" of being so gifted..
chosen. But, lonely too. Alone.

    Then, at some point.. perhaps it is when the specialness becomes
normal, and humility sets in.. or perhaps it is when there is less ego to
be self conscious.. it is like what some people call ascension, you pop
into a higher dimensional chakra/universe, where you walk in Grace and
synchronicity provides.. and suddenly, amazing magical spiritual people are
everywhere!!! Like there is some mysterious magnetic influence attracting a
whole different crowd.

   They say, ascended people are invisible, except to each other... and I
have experienced this myself, but it is also the best explanation I have
found, for this effect.

When you are still struggling through the lower chakra universes of
aloneness and separation, you cannot see the spiritual people, you can only
see the regular folks. Then, your vibration rises and the spiritual types
with the light behind their eyes are everywhere.. you can see them, they
can see you and like attracts like. You move into a different circle of
companions. The sleepers seem to kind of drop out of your life as if you
have vanished to them. You are invisible, and trouble cannot find you.

    I just wanted to share that with the various people who speak of
feeling alone with their process, not having anyone but the list to talk to
about this kind of stuff. Hang in there, keep surrendering... there is
beauty awaiting you.
 Blessings..

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