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Recieved: 2001/10/21 03:27
Subject: [K-list] Hello there!
From: ivo vis

On 2001/10/21 03:27, ivo vis posted thus to the K-list:

Hello everybody,

I have some urgent questions but, since I'm new to this group, I think its appropriate to introduce myself..
My name is Ivo and I'm from the Netherlands. I'm thirty years of age and working as a college-teacher in religion. I have two beautiful sons (4 months and four years old) and a wonderful partner.. so far so good.
I had my first kundalini experience some two months ago. Although I think it has been there a long time before, but not so evident.. I never tried to awaken the thing and just practiced some simple form of meditation.. my meditations were the last couple of years almost always interrupted by an ecstatic energy rushing through me... but it was nice.. (people told me it was Prana)..The last two months it became 'violent'.. it was shaking me, pushing me in different positions, sometimes painfull, I got cold and warm, itching all over my body, I made strange sounds, etc etc.. all the classic symptoms I guess.. Altough not much of the visual stuff: no visions whatsoever.. yust violent ENERGY.. I don't want to stop it, but continueing is making me so very tired.. Worst in the morning: I can't get out of bed.. I feel so unnaturally tired.. depressed also.. but I gotta go to work. There's little of the transformation in me, yust the same old me, but then more tired and with crazy energy-rushes.. is this normal? Does anybody recognise the state I'm in? Is this yust a fase? What can I do? I feel like I'm not up to handling my everyday life anymore. And I don't want that. Any advice is enourmously appreciated.

Best regards,

Ivo


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