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Recieved: 2001/10/20 04:33
Subject: [K-list] incarnation versus bonding
From: José H
On 2001/10/20 04:33, José H posted thus to the K-list: Hello dear list,
Am I sounding weird when I say I believe I am finally fully incarnated? I am fully here on this world as myself - but I am still afraid of bonding and intimacy - but ready to try? The only people I ever "bonded" with, more or less, were always people with the same fear of bonding and intimacy - probably with the same wish to be taken for who they really are inside?
Does it sound weird if I say: I am now were I should have been when aprox. 9 months old??!!!!
Is it incarnation you should do first, in the presence of people who accept you fully in warm loving acceptance, so you can start to bond then? First the soul/self that should be here, feeling welcome as it is, then the bonding and the forming of your psyche as you really are, growing up to be a social person? Does this mean I will have to wait in loving acceptance untill my child will be ready (incarnated) to start bonding with me, it's father and others it will bond too?
Any reactions very welcome!
Jose
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