To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/10/19 15:41
Subject: [K-list] Qualities of K energy Poll Results
From: Druout
On 2001/10/19 15:41, Druout posted thus to the K-list:
Describe any/all types/qualities of K energy you have felt!
Dear List,
15 people contributed to Qualities of K energy poll. If I left anyone out,
let me know. This poll keeps blissing me out!
The categories are subjectively organized, and some experiences could go in
one or another section.
Thank you all! :))
Love, Hillary
Warm Energy: 6 people
Tummo fire energy
rippling heat shimmers of clear light
warm and healing fire
most wonderful loving warm feeling
Sweet burning
burning
warmth...up my spine
so warm i could walk barefeet on the icy winterground
Light/ Bubbling: 6
Champagne bubble feeling up my back
throat bubble and fizz
Champagne/seltzer water image is quite right
sparkles
bubbling joyful energy. sometimes showering me
Once I connected and became very light
feeling extremely light, almost as if I could fly
head felt as if it were filled with helium
Explosive/orgasmic/ecstatic energy: 6
BANG! it explodes in a shower of beautiful things
orgasmic feeling
Explosive energy--cosmic orgasms,
full body bliss
An orgasmic fire
Kind of crawling ecstatic feeling goes through my entire body
I basically started to experience [the k-energy] as a total orgasmic feeling
Loving/healing energy: 6
at that point I felt the most wonderful loving warm feeling that came down
from above
calm, humbling, unity energy
heavenly energy
curative energy. The desire to reach out and touch others
sweet delicious
it's those trillions of cells seeing, touching, tasting and smelling that
they are typing to other Universes sharing the same sky
healing fire
showered with light and good and colors
I felt a loving melting energy centered around my heart and I could almost
taste it
Chilling Energy: 5
Cold fire
cold like ghosts
smells like death
deep emotional energy releasing
old fear on its way out is a very distinctive chill like cold smoke wafting
through you
cold icy...shivers
Icy cold/wet feeling
felt like the essence of death but not in a bad way
felling of cold [in crown chakra]
cold chill..spreads out over my shoulders, kinda like if i had wings
Rushing/roaring/raging energy: 4
Sharp thunder roars that are rather frightening
Powerful awesome humbling "Oh My god" energy
RUUUUUUSH!...I feel the energy of the explosion fill me up with
tremendous amounts of beautiful energy as it passes through me
pillar of wind running from the planet to the sky and coming back from the
center of the sun...
as if all of my channels nearly bursted with raging energy
Electrical energy: 4
Total blow out of the blue...as putting 2000 volt on a 220 machine
electric snake shivers
"flicks" of energy that would behave the way electrical impulses might
extremely heavy, tingling, electricity
Vibrating/tingling/buzzing/zinging energy: 4
Violin vibration was so high it was sonic in character
forehead zing and hum
Buzzing energy
whole body brain vibrating energy
tingling [at my crown chakra]
sharp zinging energy
starts tingling in the middle of my back...ego is gone
Faerie/Power/psychic energy: 4 (+)
Faerie energy, sparkles, blue fire outlining every leaf and approaching
ripples waving the grass as if by a breeze.
so from this power becomes the ability to make the mind create its own
feeling outside the instinct...
It's feeling that who is behind my eyes is the same as what is behind of all
i can see, And enjoying it.
so warm i could walk barefeet on the icy winterground
Pain/Pressure energy: 3
my Kunda feels like pressure
Mostly I feel stuck energy, pressure
pain/pleasure energy
Paralyzing energy: 2
leaves me weak with catalepsy
I usually stop moving and thinking for about 45 minutes
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Longer excerpts
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The violin vibration was so high it was sonic in character. It made that
champagne bubble feeling up my back and in my body that precedes that
orgasmic feeling. It would make the saliva in the back of my throat bubble
and fizz (honest!) and make the sinus bones in my forehead zing and hum like
someone stuck a massage vibrator on my skull only much more intense.Ever
placed one of those massage vibrators on your forehead? It makes me zone
out.A long time ago on another list, a friend of Angelique's shared how when
he layed on his water bed his wife could feel like seltzer water fizzing all
night against her body.
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The champagne/seltzer water image is quite right. Interesting, too, that the
"perception" of energy moving "in" another person is really a "perception" of
energy moving "between" two people (the word "among", though grammatically
incorrect, seems sensually more correct in this situation). It is definitely
a two-way street.So many different qualities of energy... we could go on
listing them for a very long time. :)
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Take a poll, perhaps? :)
....
Hmm... this could be a novel. There are as many qualities of energy as
there are beings and mountains and flowers... each singing their own song.
Aside from that... comes to mind the cold fire. Cold like ghosts and
raises the hair on the back of your neck, smells like death and fear of
death. The essence of a Stephen King novel. Deep emotional energy
releasing, old fear on its way out is a very distinctive chill. Like cold
smoke wafting through you.
Tummo fire energy, rippling heat shimmers of clear light, warm and
healing fire.
Faerie energy: giggles at anything and nothing. Sparkles, blue fire
outlining every leaf, and approaching ripples waving the grass as if by a
breeze, coming towards me.
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The energies I feel seem to be different day and night. During the daytime I
get these startling cold icy electric snake shivers in lightening speed up
the spine exploding in the brain. They make me yelp involuntarily in pure
pleasure when they explode.
Gentle waves that make my eyes blur and my head swoon.
At night I wake with:
Powerful awesome humbling "Oh My God" energy that won't stay in memory and
leaves me weak with catalepsy.
Sweet, "delicious" energy.
Full body bliss energy
Sharp Thunder roars that are rather frightening and last a minute or so.
Bubbling joyful energy. sometimes showering me with the stuff.
Calm, humbling, unity energy. heavenly energy
pain/pleasure energy often centered either in stomach or in the shoulder
Explosive energy--cosmic orgasms (I wonder if this is where Apocalyptic
visions are born)
Curative energy. The desire to reach out and touch others.
Buzzing energy
Whole body brain vibrating energy.
Sharp Zinging energy pleasure rushes.
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BANG!
It explodes in a shower of beatifull things. Every one is different.
Doves, colorfull fish, ice shards, butterflies, sometimes its a mix
of a lot of things.
RUUUUUUSH!
I feel the energy of the explosion fill me up with tremendious
amounts of beautiful energy as it passes though me with the crystals
or whatever it happens to be. I cant think, I just feel sooo good.
Like whatever has been twisted inside me has been taken away and
showered with light and good and colors. I go in and dig for the
block... I feel the new feelings.. Its all good. Areas of my body
release tension and relax, they are like the sky now, blue and
free... I just want to feel like this... Oh, theres another one...
Do that...Another one... Do that... I cant take this any more.. I
feel so good it hurts hehe. I have to stop. Some of them I cant even
get up fast enough they explode right in me. This feels tremendious!
And these feelings dont fade, Its now who I am. .....ugh... I cant
describe it right....
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t's feeling that who is behind my eyes is the same as what is behind of all i
can see,
And enjoying it.
Its feeling that what is behind what i touch and the "who" that is touching
are the same,
An orgasmic fire.
It is tasting itself.
It is smelling oneself.
It is this pillar of wind running from the planet to the sky and coming back
from the center of the of the sun to caress of rays of light my flesh.
Its those trillions of cells seeing, touching, tasting and smelling that they
are typing to other universes sharing the same sky.
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wow so interesting! My experiences seem to differ some...
I've been "feeling" Kundalini physically since last November and it's grown
steadily since in accordance with my intention to express love.
I guess mine is different, cause I won't allow myself to burst forth, so my
kunda feels like pressure. Currently I feel constant pressure at the base of
my skull, my forehead/third eye area, and my heart chakra. More recently,
past couple of months, I began to develop the throat chakra, (my heart and
throught is where I am un defined,.....
I feel great pressure in my throat that moves about but isn't as
consistant as the others. I also feel consistant pressure at the crown as
well. More recently I also feel foot and hand chakra pressure, sometimes I'll
become aware of the whole auric field at once and feel it move about me,
sometimes this will distort my vision, I'll see reality, or at least my sight
of it, sort of begin to warp and twist about.
Anyways, ... as far as "pleasurable" that only happens now and then. Not
that the other stuff is negative in anyway, it's not like I'm in a constant
state of ecstacy, no... there is plenty of fear-beliefs to work through
before I get there.
Anyway, I've felt the icy cold/wet feeling on my crown, it's not uncommon for
me to feel that every now and again, this is different from the regular
pressure I feel up there, it's a distinct wet feeling. When I channelled a
strong synthesizer strain a few months ago (I am a "techno" musician, no, not
technotronic, but people still shake their bodies,,.. I think) I felt that
wet/coldness in the crown so strongly, it pushed pushed down the back of my
skull and down my spine, it felt like the essense of deeath, but not in a bad
way, you know what I mean.
As far as pleasurable experience with K (I guess that's what you guys
lovingly refer to it as ;) there was once I connected and became very light,
lost all my equalibrium, at that point I felt the most wonderful loving warm
feeling that came down from above me, came down through my crown and down my
back and ooooooooo it felt sooooooooooo goood. That was the best so far.
...
p.s. by the way the first k I ever felt was what felt like what I would
describe as "flicks" of energy that would behave the way electrical impulses
might in one of those neato glass static-balls, it was those flicks that have
evolved over time into constant pressure, behind my heart, third eye area,
etc.
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I have many things to tell you about all kinds of
energy: Can they be too, about needing something and then you get ....no,
we don't get it ..... it comes, alone...... really fast.
Or about, while meditating it starts tingling in the middle of my back, and
I feel like something tight all over my body, I'm letting go..... then
a dialogue, about:
everything is, everywhere is..... just feel it.....(ego is gone)...
this tight suit is gone, too.
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It is possible as I almost can run energy through my body nonstop.
One note for you to remember, any stimulants, alcoholic drinks, and drugs
will make
this impossible to accomplish. At least the end result. This energy is pure
positive
and reflects the energy your body gathers from light and the energy that
travels
through it. It is acceleration of your bodys natural energy consumption.
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My K
hasn't fully manifested, but lately I've been experiencing this sharp,
almost sort of sweet burning at the top of my head toward the back of the
skull...I usually only feel it when I focus and close my eyes. A kind of
crawling ecstatic feeling goes through my entire body, and I usually stop
moving and thinking for about 45 mins.
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or the most part the sensations I've had that I attribute to K
energy have not been, er, anywhere near blissful ... yet :) I've had
burning (mostly in the beginning), feeling extremely light, almost
as if I could fly or that I was floating above ground, extremely
heavy, tingling, electricity... I've had the feeling that something
else was moving my body, maybe like kriyas, where my head
would want to turn one way for example. At other times my head
felt as if it were filled with helium and was extremely buoyant.
There was lots other stuff too, emotional, mental, psychic...
Once I recall after a spiritual seminar, I felt a loving, melting
energy centered around my heart and I could almost taste it, it
was sweet. Unfortunately that did not last for long and shifted
into something else not so pleasurable.
While it seems as though the K energy has mostly receded,
especially from my mental and emotional awareness, I have
been left with minor vestiges of physical sensations that have
never fully gone away. Mostly I feel stuck energy, pressure in
various points (solar plexus, heart, third eye, etc. ) that shift from
day to day. Lately, though, there's been a lot of stuff going on at
my crown chakra (tingling, pressure, feeling of cold and
lightness) especially since I've been meditating a lot, and the
feeling of lightness has returned at various times.
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when i "power up" alot of times i feel a warmth that rises up my spine while
at the same time i feel all my charaks open up, while other times it feels
like a "cold chill" but then it spreads out over my sholders, kinda like if
i had wings. sometimes i can "wrap" these wings around me or open them up
like a bird. after one or the other expirence i then feel my third eye open
up and it everything looks like it is superimposed (for lack of words or an
explaination)
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In fact, the reason I haven't answered the
energy poll is because I'm baffled by the energy. I
know it's real, but I don't exactly know were one
type ends and another begins, much less what to call
it. I'm sure with a little time and contemplation I
could sort it out, but that's for another day.
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I believe there are as many manifestations of "k" experiences as
there are types of people to experience them! :O))
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About my K-energy:
The first experience was a total blow out of the blue, after meditation:
somebody described it as putting 2000 volt on a 220 machine or something,
and it did feel like that to me. As if all of my channels nearly bursted
with raging energy that caused my body to be so warm I could walk barefeet
on the icy winterground without noticing. It did open my crown chakra then
too, but there was no way I could sustain this energy plus the experiences.
After about another 5 years, manic episodes and eventually the K-energy
returned. I basically started to experience it then as a total orgasmic
feeling, but not always related to sex. Dance, music and song is a good one
for me too, but the experience stays orgasmic essentially.
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END
Thanks so much to all of you who took part!
Love, Hillary
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