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Recieved: 2001/10/19 15:00
Subject: [K-list] well, I reached a test point
From: Final Element J A Livengood

On 2001/10/19 15:00, Final Element J A Livengood posted thus to the K-list:

The one person left in my life has gone to critically ill point, cancer has consumed him and he will be gone very soon. If I make it through this stage
with my 'soul-in-hand' as you will, still then I have a feeling that what I know of my energy now will be unimaginably stronger.

 Is this a selfish way to think. I am not trying to be ego-centric about it just That I have to beleive, it keeps me going. This is why I want to
accel it to a blinding level, because I think it has alot to do with claiming my whole life and I may-as-well take it to the test for pushing me
around.

Once upon a time, there was this person, happy, had loving mate, had beautiful white cats, great music equipment,a nice house, good friends,
nice home theater and a dream to be. Now, only months later, this person has a few clothes,no cats, no car, no music, no friends
nothing he had. loosing his home. Wow, it is surprising how fast things can fall when all you want is goodness in life. No way is it just
by chance this rapid downhill is happening. But, whatever is causing me to wake up dead every morning and have to travel back to reality
to move my body off the bed, well, I am going 10 rounds because it isn't over. In fact I've just started to warm up to counter.

 Jesse


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