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Recieved: 2001/10/18 15:29
Subject: [K-list] Kinda of a repeat but is a better post from me, this was to another board.
From: Final Element J A Livengood

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For years, I have been refrenced to different groups, sites and have found
nothing but good people.

 What I want though is not only understanding, but I feel like I must
grow these experiences and have for years in order to do something, I dont know
really what, just something.

Since this is my first time here , I will write about my experiences.

I dreamt about UFOS 6 months before the year of all the sightings, including
tracking one that would make the news top story the next day.
 
 I dreamt about tornados the next year before storm season arrived and when
it did , there was a unusual high amount of them .

I dreamt ,2 years or so ago, about being in a field and watching a plane fly
over and crash on the other side of a treeline, I remember walking over there
and seeing plane parts of a big plane, scattered.

I also dreamt shortly after that last chain of dreams of hiding under a car,
everything burning, someone popping out saying, comeon' move it.

The dreams would come for days, sometimes weeks straight, every night.

 Now the second part of why I am searching.

 I have always felt that I was a walking camera, since I was young, it would
make me very depressed and sometimes even make me feel strange like I had to get out of
that view mode, as if I am the only one seeing like this and noone else is.

Some call it energy rushes, well, I can send this energy rush throughout my body almost
nonstop.

 I am to the point I can walk by someone and pick up their current thought as they pass, sometimes I can know what they
will think before they thought it.

 I have called on the wind to blow before, and it would even on the calmest days.

I have few to no friends because of my different attitude and outlook but they never doubted
my beleifs and what I could do, just that they were afraid to hang out with me when someone that didnt know me was around,
afraid, as you will, of the other person freakin out. This is what I beleive.

 there is more...

I feel like I can move an object without touching it, I haven't done it yet, but I think it will happen soon enough.
It is just a 'gut' feeling I have had for many many years.

 People call what I have as K, I dont really understand it or if it is the same thing or just something similar yet.

I can touch a rock on the ground with one finger and as if my nerves extended into the rock, feel the ground
underneath. I can touch the water of a lake and feel the ripples from the other side as if the lake was part of me, the fish, everything.

 Right now tough, I am pretty much loosing everything left in my life. So once this time comes, I want to devote
myself to the understanding and increasing this inner'power and I always felt like I needed to be tested or something.
Not like theses online physic tests, anyway what good are they, noone else is looking at what you are on the oppisite
side so what vision or thought are you supposed to pick up on?

 I feel like I must understand and if someone knows of or how, to teach me what I cannot yet see,

 Thank you very much,
 Jesse

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