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Recieved: 2001/10/17 12:28
Subject: [K-list] kind of a question.
From: Final Element J A Livengood
On 2001/10/17 12:28, Final Element J A Livengood posted thus to the K-list:
Ok, I will start here. had to write that to get the ball rolling... :)
4 years ago, I had dreams of Objects in the sky flying around, that year I was with a friend and I felt
like I needed to figure out the trajectory of this object high in the night
sky, because It didnt look like a plane, and the airport tower said perhaps you seen a satelite.
No way this was a sat, unless it was about a half mile long and looked like a arrow head glowing
underneath kinda whitish. so the group of people that me and my friend were around all bs'd
about it for the night, then noone thought about it. Next morning it was on the news that an airport over
in AZ reported strange lights on the runway and the local news stations made it their top story.
with what we saw eariler, and after double checking this path of the previous night object we knew it was right
and that the object was probally moving about 2000mph without making noise or leaving
a trail in the clear cold late fall sky.
So it prooved to be true, my dreams that is.
The following year I had dreams of tornadoes like nuts. It was actually pretty dumb sometimes, wake up, goto
sleep and have the same dream, well, that year was extreme for bad storms.
Then I had dreams of being in a field and watching a big plane fly over and crash on the other side of the treeline.
I remember walking up and seeing plane parts hundreds of feet apart from each other. I had this dream several
times but, 3 years ago, nothing happened. Nothing has happened until recently, its been uneventful for
about 3 years. Now with the recent events, I am to the point of seclusion, I been so edgy with everyone
I have lost my friends and am pretty much all alone here.
shortly after,btw , of the plane dream, i had a few very detailed dreams of being under a burning car and everything
around me burnt, and someone outta nowhere saying, cmon , move it.
Now, it is clear to me, I have been searching for the right people to talk to about it for years now.
About 7 months ago some other posting site for ESP said it sounded more like K to them. This
is what brought me here.
BTW, for 10 years I have been working on the beleif that I can control my mind more than people around me because, I feel
like a living camera, like as If I should be in a third-person-perspective on myself instead of seeing
from my eyes. It used to scare me, and depress me even, because of this feeling so strong that I wanted
to break down.
Now, my mind is a little shady because of the illness of my only in-contact family member that is sure to
take him away from me as has everything else.
I just really feel like I need some kind of testing, or something, I dont know really, just that, It isn't normal
but it isn't psychosis or any post-depression aftershocks.
I am kinda hoping that someone can help me in more than just telling me to continue because I am to
the point, I want to almost walk upto a stranger and say, here is what you are thinking, and walk away, but
I dnt have the strength to do it yet because I worry that one time I will clog and say something totally
oppisite of what he is thinking..
BTW, excuse the typing errors, Just alot to type while I thought and, I got to go attempt to fix my
transportation by the end of the day so I can not proofread it right now :)
Thank you all,
Jesse
http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
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