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Recieved: 2001/10/16 06:01
Subject: Re: [K-list] Hey, everyone
From: José H
On 2001/10/16 06:01, José H posted thus to the K-list:
About my K-energy:
The first experience was a total blow out of the blue, after meditation:
somebody described it as putting 2000 volt on a 220 machine or something,
and it did feel like that to me. As if all of my channels nearly bursted
with raging energy that caused my body to be so warm I could walk barefeet
on the icy winterground without noticing. It did open my crown chakra then
too, but there was no way I could sustain this energy plus the experiences.
After about another 5 years, manic episodes and eventually the K-energy
returned. I basically started to experience it then as a total orgasmic
feeling, but not always related to sex. Dance, music and song is a good one
for me too, but the experience stays orgasmic essentially. Especially while
singing lately (I do so in a small choir that sings latin-american songs)
energy streams and k gets activated regularly. I feel lucky we have a
director, and had one in the past too, that knows how to work with singing
as a total body-process. I think some more people experience K in this
choir, depending on how awake it is with them.
The rest of this post I posted to Jade allready, but I think it is valuable
for the list, so I'll post it too:
> My consciousness did change especially in the last few years, but as I say
> in my website, sometimes I get the feeling I did not fully incarnate in my
> body until maybe 35, 36, after a lot of bodywork. A weird idea, but that
is
> how I start to feel it more and more. The world was not save enough for me
> before that. K helped a lot in that process, maybe it was even thé biggest
> factor in that process, breakthroughs always came in manic episodes, and
> finally some things stayed, others didn't. Experiences of synchronicity
are
> there sometimes (the clock on 11.11, 12.12 or other ones whenever i watch
> it) but not as many as during episodes and my sensitivity towards certain
> energies is only there in manic episodes, or around them.
>
> I only experience manic episodes and no more depressions.
> Just had two depressions and basically a "mixed" episode in my psychosis
in > the beginning. Now the risk for a manic episode is there every winter
(and since the end of march, when my baby will be born is still a bit of
winter, I do
> worry a bit)
> But I only have a day or two, three of "hangover" after the energy left
me.
> I wonder if this is K-related, having only manic episodes.
> On the other hand - there are people with depression clearly reporting K -
> so you can't tell really.
> I do experience manic episodes and the tremendous amount of energy inside
me as basically a different energy than K itself.
> As far as blockages: I think I had a huge one on my solar plexus (which is
> the contact to the outside world - so that fits with the
incarnationfeeling
> I guess) that was opened and had a hard time starting up a few years ago.
I
> could really feel energy beeing sucked out at times, and then beeing
filled
> up again by some people, just on the street sometimes. I even experienced
> "help" from outside of earth with it. My K-energy wás opened up completely
> though in India the first time - which caused the mayor shock. But my
solar
> plexus did feel like a rusty old pump starting up around 97, after not
having worked
> all of my life. That will continue to be a bit of a handicap I guess!
So far for now!
Love and blessings,
Jose
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