To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/10/15 14:20
Subject: [K-list] Qualities of k energy
From: Druout
On 2001/10/15 14:20, Druout posted thus to the K-list:
Dear List,
8 people so far have contributed to Qualities of k energy. Any more? :))
Thanks all.
Describe any/all types/qualities of K energy you have felt!
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The violin vibration was so high it was sonic in character. It made that
champagne bubble feeling up my back and in my body that precedes that
orgasmic feeling. It would make the saliva in the back of my throat bubble
and fizz (honest!) and make the sinus bones in my forehead zing and hum like
someone stuck a massage vibrator on my skull only much more intense.Ever
placed one of those massage vibrators on your forehead? It makes me zone
out.A long time ago on another list, a friend of Angelique's shared how when
he layed on his water bed his wife could feel like seltzer water fizzing all
night against her body.
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The champagne/seltzer water image is quite right. Interesting, too, that the
"perception" of energy moving "in" another person is really a "perception" of
energy moving "between" two people (the word "among", though grammatically
incorrect, seems sensually more correct in this situation). It is definitely
a two-way street.So many different qualities of energy... we could go on
listing them for a very long time. :)
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Take a poll, perhaps? :)
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Hmm... this could be a novel. There are as many qualities of energy as
there are beings and mountains and flowers... each singing their own song.
Aside from that... comes to mind the cold fire. Cold like ghosts and
raises the hair on the back of your neck, smells like death and fear of
death. The essence of a Stephen King novel. Deep emotional energy
releasing, old fear on its way out is a very distinctive chill. Like cold
smoke wafting through you.
Tummo fire energy, rippling heat shimmers of clear light, warm and
healing fire.
Faerie energy: giggles at anything and nothing. Sparkles, blue fire
outlining every leaf, and approaching ripples waving the grass as if by a
breeze, coming towards me.
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The energies I feel seem to be different day and night. During the daytime I
get these startling cold icy electric snake shivers in lightening speed up
the spine exploding in the brain. They make me yelp involuntarily in pure
pleasure when they explode.
Gentle waves that make my eyes blur and my head swoon.
At night I wake with:
Powerful awesome humbling "Oh My God" energy that won't stay in memory and
leaves me weak with catalepsy.
Sweet, "delicious" energy.
Full body bliss energy
Sharp Thunder roars that are rather frightening and last a minute or so.
Bubbling joyful energy. sometimes showering me with the stuff.
Calm, humbling, unity energy. heavenly energy
pain/pleasure energy often centered either in stomach or in the shoulder
Explosive energy--cosmic orgasms (I wonder if this is where Apocalyptic
visions are born)
Curative energy. The desire to reach out and touch others.
Buzzing energy
Whole body brain vibrating energy.
Sharp Zinging energy pleasure rushes.
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BANG!
It explodes in a shower of beatifull things. Every one is different.
Doves, colorfull fish, ice shards, butterflies, sometimes its a mix
of a lot of things.
RUUUUUUSH!
I feel the energy of the explosion fill me up with tremendious
amounts of beautiful energy as it passes though me with the crystals
or whatever it happens to be. I cant think, I just feel sooo good.
Like whatever has been twisted inside me has been taken away and
showered with light and good and colors. I go in and dig for the
block... I feel the new feelings.. Its all good. Areas of my body
release tension and relax, they are like the sky now, blue and
free... I just want to feel like this... Oh, theres another one...
Do that...Another one... Do that... I cant take this any more.. I
feel so good it hurts hehe. I have to stop. Some of them I cant even
get up fast enough they explode right in me. This feels tremendious!
And these feelings dont fade, Its now who I am. .....ugh... I cant
describe it right....
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t's feeling that who is behind my eyes is the same as what is behind of all i
can see,
And enjoying it.
Its feeling that what is behind what i touch and the "who" that is touching
are the same,
An orgasmic fire.
It is tasting itself.
It is smelling oneself.
It is this pillar of wind running from the planet to the sky and coming back
from the center of the of the sun to caress of rays of light my flesh.
Its those trillions of cells seeing, touching, tasting and smelling that they
are typing to other universes sharing the same sky.
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wow so interesting! My experiences seem to differ some...
I've been "feeling" Kundalini physically since last November and it's grown
steadily since in accordance with my intention to express love.
I guess mine is different, cause I won't allow myself to burst forth, so my
kunda feels like pressure. Currently I feel constant pressure at the base of
my skull, my forehead/third eye area, and my heart chakra. More recently,
past couple of months, I began to develop the throat chakra, (my heart and
throught is where I am un defined,.....
I feel great pressure in my throat that moves about but isn't as
consistant as the others. I also feel consistant pressure at the crown as
well. More recently I also feel foot and hand chakra pressure, sometimes I'll
become aware of the whole auric field at once and feel it move about me,
sometimes this will distort my vision, I'll see reality, or at least my sight
of it, sort of begin to warp and twist about.
Anyways, ... as far as "pleasurable" that only happens now and then. Not
that the other stuff is negative in anyway, it's not like I'm in a constant
state of ecstacy, no... there is plenty of fear-beliefs to work through
before I get there.
Anyway, I've felt the icy cold/wet feeling on my crown, it's not uncommon for
me to feel that every now and again, this is different from the regular
pressure I feel up there, it's a distinct wet feeling. When I channelled a
strong synthesizer strain a few months ago (I am a "techno" musician, no, not
technotronic, but people still shake their bodies,,.. I think) I felt that
wet/coldness in the crown so strongly, it pushed pushed down the back of my
skull and down my spine, it felt like the essense of deeath, but not in a bad
way, you know what I mean.
As far as pleasurable experience with K (I guess that's what you guys
lovingly refer to it as ;) there was once I connected and became very light,
lost all my equalibrium, at that point I felt the most wonderful loving warm
feeling that came down from above me, came down through my crown and down my
back and ooooooooo it felt sooooooooooo goood. That was the best so far.
...
p.s. by the way the first k I ever felt was what felt like what I would
describe as "flicks" of energy that would behave the way electrical impulses
might in one of those neato glass static-balls, it was those flicks that have
evolved over time into constant pressure, behind my heart, third eye area,
etc.
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I have many things to tell you about all kinds of
energy: Can they be too, about needing something and then you get ....no,
we don't get it ..... it comes, alone...... really fast.
Or about, while meditating it starts tingling in the middle of my back, and
I feel like something tight all over my body, I'm letting go..... then
a dialogue, about:
everything is, everywhere is..... just feel it.....(ego is gone)...
this tight suit is gone, too.
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