To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/10/11 08:07
Subject: Re: [K-list] Digest Number 752
From: Aaronas
On 2001/10/11 08:07, Aaronas posted thus to the K-list:
wow so interesting! My experiences seem to differ some...
I've been "feeling" Kundalini physically since last November and it's grown
steadily since in accordance with my intention to express love.
I guess mine is different, cause I won't allow myself to burst forth, so my
kunda feels like pressure. Currently I feel constant pressure at the base of
my skull, my forehead/third eye area, and my heart chakra. More recently,
past couple of months, I began to develop the throat chakra, (my heart and
throught is where I am un defined,.. have you heard of
www.humandesignsystem.com I had my chart done, without any reading, and that
alone painted a picture, one day I'll get a reading done, I wish to learn the
system myself, once I get the $$$ flow going)
anyways, I feel great pressure in my throat that moves about but isn't as
consistant as the others. I also feel consistant pressure at the crown as
well. More recently I also feel foot and hand chakra pressure, sometimes I'll
become aware of the whole auric field at once and feel it move about me,
sometimes this will distort my vision, I'll see reality, or at least my sight
of it, sort of begin to warp and twist about.
Anyways, ... as far as "pleasurable" that only happens now and then. Not
that the other stuff is negative in anyway, it's not like I'm in a constant
state of ecstacy, no... there is plenty of fear-beliefs to work through
before I get there.
Anyway, I've felt the icy cold/wet feeling on my crown, it's not uncommon for
me to feel that every now and again, this is different from the regular
pressure I feel up there, it's a distinct wet feeling. When I channelled a
strong synthesizer strain a few months ago (I am a "techno" musician, no, not
technotronic, but people still shake their bodies,,.. I think) I felt that
wet/coldness in the crown so strongly, it pushed pushed down the back of my
skull and down my spine, it felt like the essense of deeath, but not in a bad
way, you know what I mean.
As far as pleasurable experience with K (I guess that's what you guys
lovingly refer to it as ;) there was once I connected and became very light,
lost all my equalibrium, at that point I felt the most wonderful loving warm
feeling that came down from above me, came down through my crown and down my
back and ooooooooo it felt sooooooooooo goood. That was the best so far.
The reason I probably don't progress (or maybe I do) as most of us is
probably because I'm very stubborn about my abilities. I refuse to accept any
sort of mystical happy feelings unless I'm willing and ready to express that
same essence in relationships with others. I'm a very fairy fairy person and
that side of me had been utterly locked since a very young age. Even when I
was very young I felt very uncomfortable giving people or anyone my 100% real
self. I'm finally beginning to accept non attatchment which for me is a big
thing. It entails sometimes complete silence when people expect answers just
so I can give them who I really am. Because I really am a fairies fairy and I
don't let anyone talk me into talking to them. That's not cool with spirit so
it can be cool with me anymore. Hmmm.. well.. LoL .. I've written too much
already so I'll sign off. Love You Guys, Peace, Aaron <3
p.s. by the way the first k I ever felt was what felt like what I would
describe as "flicks" of energy that would behave the way electrical impulses
might in one of those neato glass static-balls, it was those flicks that have
evolved over time into constant pressure, behind my heart, third eye area,
etc.
In a message dated 10/11/01 4:21:33 AM Mountain Daylight Time,
K-list writes:
>
> 5 people so far have contributed to Qualities of k energy. Any more? :))
> Thanks all.
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