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To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/10/07 11:36
Subject: Re: [K-list] so what is it?
From: a student

On 2001/10/07 11:36, a student posted thus to the K-list:

Thanks Paul and Tony for your comments

I can't say I "understand" what you say, but I make a note of it. So much seems to depend on experiences that cannot be told. Also, folks think in different terms and call things by different names. So many dialects, so little time.

The kundalini thing seems to be very much about cleaning and cleansing. Clean sing, yes, sing in tune.

Douglas Baker writes that prana is from the Sun, kundalini from the earth. Farmers and gardeners absorb it from the soil, at least one form of it.

Basta.

Another thing on my mind at the moment is FOOD. I am not fat, keeping a steady 75 kilo all the time. But there are two things happening now:

1) I feel that I eat to much, to often. (And most people would say that I eat very little.)

2) When I have to go without food for 3-4 hours (it happens when visiting a house I work in) something in me gets all scared and nervous about going hungry. I notice a strong emotional dependence on FILLING MY STOMACH, whether I am hungry or not. Seems almost obsessional.

So on the one hand a longing to eat less, hardly anything, on the other hand a clinging to the filling of the stomach. Almost like saint and devil playing their roles inside.

[Come to think of it; i might not be fat, but still be TOO FAT.]

Well, I feel much better now that I've unearthed a little neurosis from the soil of me. I almost felt as an outsider for a while.

Buzzz


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